leebus

in relation to my previous post...

I'm getting married on Saturday.

Its funny, I wasn't really nervous at all, the thing i was most concerned about with the whole thing was that I wasn't nervous at all - its weird but I was scared that I wasn't scared, that the day would come and i'd have a major freakout.

However here we are, the monday before the big day (Saturday) and i'm starting to feel it, in a lot of ways feeling nervous is a relief.

Its a big blow to my manliness but I'm a bit of a cryer - I rarely get through an episode of Doctor Who without needing a tissue, my big fear is that I'm going to see my bride walk down the aisle and I'm going to turn into a blubbering mess in front of literally everybody that is important to me in my life. (*low volume scream*)

Got the rehearsal tonight, and hopefully that will prepare me a little for what to expect, If I can get through that without breaking down I think I'll be fine.

Also according to the weather forecast for saturday its going to be 34 degrees (thats 94 for American-type people) in an outdoor ceremony while im wearing full suit including vest - im gonna be a sweaty,crying mess.

wish me luck!