have to put my little kittie cat to sleep tomorrow
This morning I went to wake her up and she usually perks right up when I make noises but today she didn't. I proped her up and she just fell over. I kept trying to make her walk around but she would always just topple over. I held her in my arms, cried and told her not to leave me. Not too long after she was able to sit up.
I brought her with me when I went to get tattooed (the guys that I work with love her so they don't mind when I have to bring her in) and she was fine the entire time. I fed her a few times and she seemed completely normal.
After I got home from getting tattooed, Tricks888 fed her and told me that she wasn't looking so good. Again, she wasn't able to sit up on her own. We brought her to the vet that's just down the street and the receptionist said that the vet was still there but he wouldn't see our kitten because he was technically suppose to be gone
We drove to the emergency vet and we were told that they could keep her overnight but it would cost us $800 a day or we could put her to sleep. If I had the money I would pay anything to keep her alive. Since I don't have that kind of money, she will be put to sleep. I decided to bring her home for the night because I had to bring her by Rubix and Squrl4's so she could see them one last time.
I hope that by some miracle she'll survive.
I am so very sorry.
I am in tears reading your blog.
I wish I could say something like 'it will be ok' or 'it get easier with time' but that would be a lie.
I still cry at the drop of a hat and its been 2 months since I lost my baby.
I got a little teddy that looks kinda like him and I sleep with it but that doesn't really help either.
I am so very sorry.
Really.
I know how it feels
if you ever want to talk/cry/vent just drop me a message.
much love
You two can be together in dreams.