I really need to learn to not give a fuck. I'm taking this next day or two to do some thinking, because I can't go on like this. I need to get some stuff figured out & everything, because I'm driving myself crazy & attaching myself to & depending on people to much & I've already pretty much ruined one of the most important friendships I have & I just hope that friendship can be repaired. I'm losing my sense of myself quickly & I need to find myself again. This has nothing to do with anyone else but myself. So, please don't think that I'm ignoring you guys/grrls. I'll talk to everyone in a bit. I love you all. 
I'll be back later on tonight or tomorrow morning.....I hope. 
I'll be back later on tonight or tomorrow morning.....I hope. VIEW 7 of 7 COMMENTS
time to think is good.
i could use a lot of that right about now.
i'll be at work on friday. and my friend no longer works there so i'll have a lot of thinking time then.
i do care about what others think too much...
speaking of people who dont care, my calc teacher doesnt mind that i sit on the desk behind me and put my feet on the seat of the desk im assigned to. i'm in the back row and some people in the class think its weird, i think its normal...