lecia

Joy! A third update for the day!

Well, I talked to MetalEric while he had a break at work about a half hour ago & I think things are ok between us now, at least he said that things were ok between us, so I'm hoping that they are now. I'm still extremely upset, but I'll get over it. I do know that our friendship will never be the same again...I refuse to let it be like it was before this fight. I can't let him get close to me anymore.....I can't handle the pain & hurt anymore.

I must give lots of props to all of you for all the kind things you've said & for trying to cheer me up....I love you all so much! You guys/grrls are literally some of THE greatest friends I've ever had.

But I must give extra props to deathcharger, because he just spent almost an hour on the phone with me listening to me whine & then he cheered me up & made me laugh. I'm so looking forward to hanging out with him tomorrow &/or this weekend. He's such a sweetie, plus he's hottt too.

And on a great note, me & my baby grrl, CrYsTaL just made up & we're friends again.

Ok, that's about it for now.