Well, I'm not sure what to say....There's not much to tell.
I feel so loved right now.....because of you guys/grrls.....because of all of the local bands I've been becoming friends with these past two days.....because of the new 92.3fm Xtreme radio dj's I've become friends with..... because I'm starting to talk to my old 92.3fm Xtreme radio dj friends again.
I'm starting to get out of my deep depression & I'm almost ready to get out in the world again & have fun.
Anyway....I've realized something today....Well, over these past few weeks really....I've decided to stop living my life for everyone else & start living my life for ME. I'm no longer gonna waste my time making other people happy, when I should be making myself happy. I'm sick of being there for everyone else, when no one is there for me when I need them. I'm so sick of being miserable & unhappy. I'm sick of being walked all over. That may sound kinda selfish, but I've been neglecting myself for so long, that I deserve to be a little bit selfish for awhile. Ya know what I mean?
I really hope 2005 turns out to be a much better year for me, then 2002, 2003, & 2004 were.
As of right now, I have no New Years plans, so I'll probably just sit at home & waste away on the computer as usual. Fun, huh?
Anyway....I dunno what else to say right now. So, I guess I'll shut up.
I just want to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas.
I love you all
So......Now that you've all heard my New Years resolution.....What's yours?
I feel so loved right now.....because of you guys/grrls.....because of all of the local bands I've been becoming friends with these past two days.....because of the new 92.3fm Xtreme radio dj's I've become friends with..... because I'm starting to talk to my old 92.3fm Xtreme radio dj friends again.
I'm starting to get out of my deep depression & I'm almost ready to get out in the world again & have fun.
Anyway....I've realized something today....Well, over these past few weeks really....I've decided to stop living my life for everyone else & start living my life for ME. I'm no longer gonna waste my time making other people happy, when I should be making myself happy. I'm sick of being there for everyone else, when no one is there for me when I need them. I'm so sick of being miserable & unhappy. I'm sick of being walked all over. That may sound kinda selfish, but I've been neglecting myself for so long, that I deserve to be a little bit selfish for awhile. Ya know what I mean?
I really hope 2005 turns out to be a much better year for me, then 2002, 2003, & 2004 were.
As of right now, I have no New Years plans, so I'll probably just sit at home & waste away on the computer as usual. Fun, huh?
Anyway....I dunno what else to say right now. So, I guess I'll shut up.
I just want to wish everyone a Very Merry Christmas.
I love you all
So......Now that you've all heard my New Years resolution.....What's yours?
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metaleric:
Because that was the last thing posted about me. You might as well just delete all those other entries.
metaleric:
Then why was it in there in the first place?