so, i'm writing an entry, well done me.
lets make it a big one eh, the type that you really open yrself up to and get personal, the type people can never be arsed to read!
ok. i should start by appologising for being a shit friend(FUCK. why do i ALWAYS spell it FREINDS? I before E except after C...I before E except aft...) and a shit son and a shit brother. i'm so bad at keeping in touch with people. for those who don't know, i live in london now but i'm originaly from scunthorpe(oop north) so don't get to see my friends(YES! did it first time) and family because of the hours and weekends i work. i'm a shit because i NEVER ring people for a chat to keep in touch, i just put it off all the time because i go deathly quiet on phones, i can't think of owt to say. i've lost a lot of friends this way and now my family is finally losing thier patience. its always them who get in touch with me. now recently my sister got pregnant for the first time, she was over the moon obviously and so were me and me parents, my father has been wanting a grandson/daughter for long time. then a week later she lost it. i aint spoken to her since, i can't, i don't know what to say, i don't want to upset her yet i know i'm a cunt for not saying something. fuck me this is goin a bit deep, sorry. i aint spoken to my gran in about 2 years cos i "aint got the time". when i was 18 to 21 i had the best friends anyone could ever want, but now everyone has gone in different directions, two to america, one still in scunny and one down here in london. i aint kept in touch with any. even my coolest bro josh who i lived with in london for over a year and still lives here. even a member on here. hmmm. how depressed am i now! this journal entry thing aint too clever, no wonder i don't ever do em. lets change the subject eh?
happy happy joy joy
drugs? nah i'll offend too many stuck up goody two shoes, but on a symilar note, next wkend is raindance rave festival yaaaaarg!
bangin drum and bass,mental hardcore, wikid old school and a little breakbeat to chill out to. flourescant u.v. everywhere the eye can see, laughing gas, lasers, body painting, ten foot high puppet thingies to freak you out... ugh can't wait. i'm goin, so should you! its a rave so dress to rave! its at seone nightclub under the arches of london bridge station on saturday if you fancy it. i'll be the one in a mess in the corner droolin, noddin his head. ha! cum on cum on not long now. expect ravers, hippys, skaters and rude boys, everyone and anyone basically.
hey, my confidence got boosted shitloads this week, went to get my mop chopped thursday, 28 effin squids, then the stylist asked me to model for em ha! free hair cuts AND i might see my picture in the salon or mags. shit, i shoulda bin buyin bleach now not typin this out.
hmm, what can i chat shit about now? hey, seein as i aint been on ere much, any suggestions to any good new sg's i should perve over, last time i checked most of the new ones were gettin a bit desperate.
anyone out there into drum n bass that wants to chat shit? we need to get more alternative ppl into it and push out the muffy fuck rudeboys bo selecta an shit innit?!? actually i've lost touch with my punk/noise side since i got into d'n'b, what new stuff am i missin out on? and no shit emo please.
i'm spent now methinks.
if yr hot say hi
byyyeeeee
oh, speak you in another couple of months prob eh?
lets make it a big one eh, the type that you really open yrself up to and get personal, the type people can never be arsed to read!
ok. i should start by appologising for being a shit friend(FUCK. why do i ALWAYS spell it FREINDS? I before E except after C...I before E except aft...) and a shit son and a shit brother. i'm so bad at keeping in touch with people. for those who don't know, i live in london now but i'm originaly from scunthorpe(oop north) so don't get to see my friends(YES! did it first time) and family because of the hours and weekends i work. i'm a shit because i NEVER ring people for a chat to keep in touch, i just put it off all the time because i go deathly quiet on phones, i can't think of owt to say. i've lost a lot of friends this way and now my family is finally losing thier patience. its always them who get in touch with me. now recently my sister got pregnant for the first time, she was over the moon obviously and so were me and me parents, my father has been wanting a grandson/daughter for long time. then a week later she lost it. i aint spoken to her since, i can't, i don't know what to say, i don't want to upset her yet i know i'm a cunt for not saying something. fuck me this is goin a bit deep, sorry. i aint spoken to my gran in about 2 years cos i "aint got the time". when i was 18 to 21 i had the best friends anyone could ever want, but now everyone has gone in different directions, two to america, one still in scunny and one down here in london. i aint kept in touch with any. even my coolest bro josh who i lived with in london for over a year and still lives here. even a member on here. hmmm. how depressed am i now! this journal entry thing aint too clever, no wonder i don't ever do em. lets change the subject eh?
happy happy joy joy
drugs? nah i'll offend too many stuck up goody two shoes, but on a symilar note, next wkend is raindance rave festival yaaaaarg!
bangin drum and bass,mental hardcore, wikid old school and a little breakbeat to chill out to. flourescant u.v. everywhere the eye can see, laughing gas, lasers, body painting, ten foot high puppet thingies to freak you out... ugh can't wait. i'm goin, so should you! its a rave so dress to rave! its at seone nightclub under the arches of london bridge station on saturday if you fancy it. i'll be the one in a mess in the corner droolin, noddin his head. ha! cum on cum on not long now. expect ravers, hippys, skaters and rude boys, everyone and anyone basically.
hey, my confidence got boosted shitloads this week, went to get my mop chopped thursday, 28 effin squids, then the stylist asked me to model for em ha! free hair cuts AND i might see my picture in the salon or mags. shit, i shoulda bin buyin bleach now not typin this out.
hmm, what can i chat shit about now? hey, seein as i aint been on ere much, any suggestions to any good new sg's i should perve over, last time i checked most of the new ones were gettin a bit desperate.
anyone out there into drum n bass that wants to chat shit? we need to get more alternative ppl into it and push out the muffy fuck rudeboys bo selecta an shit innit?!? actually i've lost touch with my punk/noise side since i got into d'n'b, what new stuff am i missin out on? and no shit emo please.
i'm spent now methinks.
if yr hot say hi
byyyeeeee
oh, speak you in another couple of months prob eh?
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