here's the deal.
after three long years i decided to split with my girlfriend. its not as if this was out of the blue anyway, ours was an extreemly volatile relationship. there were many things she did that gripped my shit, but it was the lies and dishonesty that i couldn't take any longer. i can't beleive a word she says anymore.
after arguing last weekend, on friday we decided we should just leave each other to cool off for a while, mainly her idea. but she also took the night off work, because she was so upset.
saturday morning comes. ooh look messages. i open one to find its from an old female aquaintance(kathy) i was once with(i saw her for a week when me and ex split up for the first time but i went back to ex).
apparently kathy saw my ex (ali) at a club sucking the face off some guy.
now i don't really believe a word of this because
a) kathy has some kind of obsession with me (well, who can blame her, i'm pretty good) and
b) of all her bad points, ali aint the kind of person to cheat. i'm almost certain.
so i confront ali about it, and eventually it turns out she did go out to this club.
hmmm.
of course ali denies it all, but even though i don't think she has cheated, i can't believe a word she says.
i can't believe a word kathy says either.
so i'm stuck. i don't know what to think.
although deap down i know that nothing happened, i know i can never trust a thing ali says.
i've given ali loads of chances to change, but she keeps lying about anything, from little fibs to full on lies.
so thats it.
more than likely she'll hound me for long enough and i'll take her back, maybe she'll take notice this time. but i doubt it, so i wanna be strong and finish it for good, but i'm week.
i can't be arsed with the whole pulling/dating ritual. i'm out of practice and too old for that shit.
ha, ijust wanna get domn and dirrrty.
on a plus side, the hotest girl in sheffield got the hots for me! lets just hope she's a nice person too.
thanks for listening, i do go on a bit.
speak to you guys next week.
bollocks...
one last thing. NYSUSHI BIG BANG 9 next sunday at sheffield ski village. 6PM to 6AM! drum+bass, hip hop, break beat all nighter. this event ROCKS
BE THERE
BE THERE
BE THERE
NYSUSHI
after three long years i decided to split with my girlfriend. its not as if this was out of the blue anyway, ours was an extreemly volatile relationship. there were many things she did that gripped my shit, but it was the lies and dishonesty that i couldn't take any longer. i can't beleive a word she says anymore.
after arguing last weekend, on friday we decided we should just leave each other to cool off for a while, mainly her idea. but she also took the night off work, because she was so upset.
saturday morning comes. ooh look messages. i open one to find its from an old female aquaintance(kathy) i was once with(i saw her for a week when me and ex split up for the first time but i went back to ex).
apparently kathy saw my ex (ali) at a club sucking the face off some guy.
now i don't really believe a word of this because
a) kathy has some kind of obsession with me (well, who can blame her, i'm pretty good) and
b) of all her bad points, ali aint the kind of person to cheat. i'm almost certain.
so i confront ali about it, and eventually it turns out she did go out to this club.
hmmm.
of course ali denies it all, but even though i don't think she has cheated, i can't believe a word she says.
i can't believe a word kathy says either.
so i'm stuck. i don't know what to think.
although deap down i know that nothing happened, i know i can never trust a thing ali says.
i've given ali loads of chances to change, but she keeps lying about anything, from little fibs to full on lies.
so thats it.
more than likely she'll hound me for long enough and i'll take her back, maybe she'll take notice this time. but i doubt it, so i wanna be strong and finish it for good, but i'm week.
i can't be arsed with the whole pulling/dating ritual. i'm out of practice and too old for that shit.
ha, ijust wanna get domn and dirrrty.
on a plus side, the hotest girl in sheffield got the hots for me! lets just hope she's a nice person too.
thanks for listening, i do go on a bit.
speak to you guys next week.
bollocks...
one last thing. NYSUSHI BIG BANG 9 next sunday at sheffield ski village. 6PM to 6AM! drum+bass, hip hop, break beat all nighter. this event ROCKS
BE THERE
BE THERE
BE THERE
NYSUSHI
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that said, sounds like you're having a tough time of it and you will obviously need to hang out more on SG to come to terms with it, hurrah! do so. and check your mail.
tempting to go to that club night just because i will never have to get up for work in the morning again after friday. doesn't mean i have any money though