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leannie

Upstate NY; ADK represent.

Member Since 2006

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Saturday Jul 22, 2006

Jul 22, 2006
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i'm so anxious! i'm so anxious! I'M SO ANXIOUS!!! I'm waiting for one of my best friends from high school to arrive in town. Once I pick her up, we're off to a birthday party to celebrate my friend's 21st birthday. I haven't been out in a while, so I'm extremely anxious to go out for drinks and great conversation. I even dressed up a little tonight. I haven't felt so girly in a long time. Sometimes, I forget what it feels like to be a girl since I wear a military uniform everyday....trousers, an ugly dull colored tee shirt, green socks to my knees, a blouse, combat boots, and even a beret/ patrol cap. There's nothing girly about it. anyway- in my pursuit to be girly, I put make up on and realized that red eye shadow is a very tricky color to put on. I really need someone to show me how to wear it because I have no clue as to what to do with it. It seems like everytime I try it, it just gets out of hand. Plus, it's a really bold color, and I;m kind of afraid to wear it. I don't want to draw a lot of attention to my make up, you know.....

damn.....I'm so anxious to go....I wish my friend would get here sooner!!!

When I first started writing this, I had intentions of writing something worthy. But, I'm so distracted by anxiety that I can't even concentrate......

oh....wait....I take that back....so earlier today, I was browsing through the groups that are featured on SG, and I came across one for "Fisting." Now, the whole idea of fisting blows my mind. I don't understand the concept of placing someone's whole fist in a vagina. Please, who ever reads this, don't take that as a negative statement. I am very curious about "fisting." And when I say curious, I don't mean I'm curious enough to want to try it because I'm not. I really don't want someone to put their fist in my vagina. But, I do want to know how people do it. It's one of those mysteries that I need to find out. I'd applied, I guess you could say, to be in the group because I have questions, and I want to find answers. I'm pending membership, and hoping....cross my fingers- hope to die......that they will give me membership, so I can start asking people.

Since we're on the topic of sex, I might add that my boyfriend is living in NY now, while I am in NC. I am completely in love and faithful to him, but I can't help but want to have sex. So, since I can't have it with him, I have to find alternatives.....and I have......I discovered the sex store. Friends, if you haven't opened your minds....and legs.....to a sex store yet, then you should. They really have some awesome toys out there......they also have some really bizarre things there too......

hold that thought.....my friend is here!!!!
sune:
have a great hang out with your old friend! be GIRLIE and don,t be SO ANXIOUS!!!!

you are in Army?
Jul 22, 2006

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