i'm so anxious! i'm so anxious! I'M SO ANXIOUS!!! I'm waiting for one of my best friends from high school to arrive in town. Once I pick her up, we're off to a birthday party to celebrate my friend's 21st birthday. I haven't been out in a while, so I'm extremely anxious to go out for drinks and great conversation. I even dressed up a little tonight. I haven't felt so girly in a long time. Sometimes, I forget what it feels like to be a girl since I wear a military uniform everyday....trousers, an ugly dull colored tee shirt, green socks to my knees, a blouse, combat boots, and even a beret/ patrol cap. There's nothing girly about it. anyway- in my pursuit to be girly, I put make up on and realized that red eye shadow is a very tricky color to put on. I really need someone to show me how to wear it because I have no clue as to what to do with it. It seems like everytime I try it, it just gets out of hand. Plus, it's a really bold color, and I;m kind of afraid to wear it. I don't want to draw a lot of attention to my make up, you know.....
damn.....I'm so anxious to go....I wish my friend would get here sooner!!!
When I first started writing this, I had intentions of writing something worthy. But, I'm so distracted by anxiety that I can't even concentrate......
oh....wait....I take that back....so earlier today, I was browsing through the groups that are featured on SG, and I came across one for "Fisting." Now, the whole idea of fisting blows my mind. I don't understand the concept of placing someone's whole fist in a vagina. Please, who ever reads this, don't take that as a negative statement. I am very curious about "fisting." And when I say curious, I don't mean I'm curious enough to want to try it because I'm not. I really don't want someone to put their fist in my vagina. But, I do want to know how people do it. It's one of those mysteries that I need to find out. I'd applied, I guess you could say, to be in the group because I have questions, and I want to find answers. I'm pending membership, and hoping....cross my fingers- hope to die......that they will give me membership, so I can start asking people.
Since we're on the topic of sex, I might add that my boyfriend is living in NY now, while I am in NC. I am completely in love and faithful to him, but I can't help but want to have sex. So, since I can't have it with him, I have to find alternatives.....and I have......I discovered the sex store. Friends, if you haven't opened your minds....and legs.....to a sex store yet, then you should. They really have some awesome toys out there......they also have some really bizarre things there too......
hold that thought.....my friend is here!!!!
damn.....I'm so anxious to go....I wish my friend would get here sooner!!!
When I first started writing this, I had intentions of writing something worthy. But, I'm so distracted by anxiety that I can't even concentrate......
oh....wait....I take that back....so earlier today, I was browsing through the groups that are featured on SG, and I came across one for "Fisting." Now, the whole idea of fisting blows my mind. I don't understand the concept of placing someone's whole fist in a vagina. Please, who ever reads this, don't take that as a negative statement. I am very curious about "fisting." And when I say curious, I don't mean I'm curious enough to want to try it because I'm not. I really don't want someone to put their fist in my vagina. But, I do want to know how people do it. It's one of those mysteries that I need to find out. I'd applied, I guess you could say, to be in the group because I have questions, and I want to find answers. I'm pending membership, and hoping....cross my fingers- hope to die......that they will give me membership, so I can start asking people.
Since we're on the topic of sex, I might add that my boyfriend is living in NY now, while I am in NC. I am completely in love and faithful to him, but I can't help but want to have sex. So, since I can't have it with him, I have to find alternatives.....and I have......I discovered the sex store. Friends, if you haven't opened your minds....and legs.....to a sex store yet, then you should. They really have some awesome toys out there......they also have some really bizarre things there too......
hold that thought.....my friend is here!!!!
you are in Army?