i was out in the field for three days, and now im on quarters for day 4 for "girl issues." blech....
the first couple of days of training were alright. my platoon was out on a site by ourselves, and i was running the show, so things were pretty relaxed and quiet. we didn't have a port-a-potty, and we had to use the woodline, which isn't horrible. but, when you're the only female in a platoon full of dudes, it's a little awkward. i had to walk far into the woods to pee in privacy. i'm not complaining though. i think i like being the only female, especially in my company. all of the other broads have profiles, and they're broken. so all they do is complain about how they can't do anything. i'd rather not deal with them.
at the end of the second day, we packed up the system we were working with and broguht it back to post to secure it. i was able to take a little "sink bath" which made me feel a million times better. i started having girl issues, told my platoon daddy, and we decided i would go to the doctors the next day. well, the next day rolls by, and me being stubborn, and acting tough, decided that i was going to train first, and then go to the doctors. so, i marched with the company to the the range, fired my weapon, and tried marching back. i made it most of the way, but something happened, and prevented me from completing the entire march. they put me on the back of the truck, and i rode the last mile in the back. i'm really disappointed that i didn't make it the whole way. but, sometimes when you're body is hurt, you need to let it hurt, and not ignore it, and i learned that the hard way.
i also had a jump on tuesday.....and all i can say about that is i fucking crashed and burned into the ground. i almost seriously injured my neck, and i'm still feeling pains in my neck muscles today. this is the second out of three jumps since i have been at bragg that i have almost seriously injured myself. and as of right now, i really don't want to jump anymore. i'm going to, but i don't want to.
anyway- i need to shower. i have to eat, and then get ready to go back to the field. i have three more days of it, and then i'll be back on sunday.......
hooray.
hip- hop hooray.
wait, one more thing......my boyfriend is in my company. i know- that's the wrong answer, i shouldn't be dating in my company. but, hey, we all have to have something bad that we do, right? i don't drink much, smoke, nor do drugs....so i guess dating within in my company is it.....anyway-yesterday, during the time between the end of the march and the time i left for the ER, he didn't come find me to ask if i was alright. i'm a little upset by it because it seems as though he doesn't care. i know that if it were him, i would have found him to check up on him. should i be a little concerned about his lack of interest? i know that he didn't come find me because we're trying to be hush hush about our relationship because i think everyone knows about it by now. i don't really know how i should take this. hmm......
okay, for reals this time, i'm out......
the first couple of days of training were alright. my platoon was out on a site by ourselves, and i was running the show, so things were pretty relaxed and quiet. we didn't have a port-a-potty, and we had to use the woodline, which isn't horrible. but, when you're the only female in a platoon full of dudes, it's a little awkward. i had to walk far into the woods to pee in privacy. i'm not complaining though. i think i like being the only female, especially in my company. all of the other broads have profiles, and they're broken. so all they do is complain about how they can't do anything. i'd rather not deal with them.
at the end of the second day, we packed up the system we were working with and broguht it back to post to secure it. i was able to take a little "sink bath" which made me feel a million times better. i started having girl issues, told my platoon daddy, and we decided i would go to the doctors the next day. well, the next day rolls by, and me being stubborn, and acting tough, decided that i was going to train first, and then go to the doctors. so, i marched with the company to the the range, fired my weapon, and tried marching back. i made it most of the way, but something happened, and prevented me from completing the entire march. they put me on the back of the truck, and i rode the last mile in the back. i'm really disappointed that i didn't make it the whole way. but, sometimes when you're body is hurt, you need to let it hurt, and not ignore it, and i learned that the hard way.
i also had a jump on tuesday.....and all i can say about that is i fucking crashed and burned into the ground. i almost seriously injured my neck, and i'm still feeling pains in my neck muscles today. this is the second out of three jumps since i have been at bragg that i have almost seriously injured myself. and as of right now, i really don't want to jump anymore. i'm going to, but i don't want to.
anyway- i need to shower. i have to eat, and then get ready to go back to the field. i have three more days of it, and then i'll be back on sunday.......
hooray.
hip- hop hooray.
wait, one more thing......my boyfriend is in my company. i know- that's the wrong answer, i shouldn't be dating in my company. but, hey, we all have to have something bad that we do, right? i don't drink much, smoke, nor do drugs....so i guess dating within in my company is it.....anyway-yesterday, during the time between the end of the march and the time i left for the ER, he didn't come find me to ask if i was alright. i'm a little upset by it because it seems as though he doesn't care. i know that if it were him, i would have found him to check up on him. should i be a little concerned about his lack of interest? i know that he didn't come find me because we're trying to be hush hush about our relationship because i think everyone knows about it by now. i don't really know how i should take this. hmm......
okay, for reals this time, i'm out......
supak:
Sorry to hear about your misfortune, doesn't life suck ass sometimes? In regards to your boyfriend situation, if it were me personally, I would have ck'd up on my girl if I knew that she was hurt....but people are different from one another!!!! (Good thing!!!!)