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Well, I am back; only due to the extreme kindness of my dear friend Providencia. You rock baby; big thanks.

It is officially summer break. The kids and I are all collecting our golden hues. I worked this afternoon at the beer store. Now we are off to go explore the beach and check out the fireworks. I will fill out this thing more diligently...
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Well, it seems my payment cannot be processed, so I give it a short matter of time before I cannot sign onto here. For now I think I must say adieu. It was fun to shoot the shit with many of you. There are a select few that I have even come to know in the real world. Thanks for the memories.

Ciao, Red

"My mommy."

That is the sweetest thing to my ears coming from my little one. Life is good.

Home today with a sick little girl. I have to say, albeit I feel horrible for the wee one, I am extremely greatful to be at home in my pajamas, eating chicken noodle soup, and watching movies curled up on the couch next to a warm body. This is way more fun when you are not the one feeling miserable! Other than this extended break,...
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Well, happy Monday! It's been a great start to the week already. That's right; 10:06 a.m. I am woken from my much out of the ordinary nap by someone standing over me after kicking my door in. Yup, no idea what the motive was, or why I was the lucky one, because they did not take anything. Not even my daughter's new bike that sits...
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Sometimes it's hard for some people who are so used to the way things are, even if they are bad, to change. Maybe it's just because they give up. And when they do, everyone loses.

Damn I love change!

Lord knows the pain I endured; truth be known, I whole heartedly loved him. As if the selfish lies and deceit were not enough to endure, it is the eternal denial and/or lack of aknowledgement of what he did have that continues to haunt me. I have grown used to the fact that my fairytale was nothing but a nightmare from the start. Now I...
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You take away
I feel the same
All the promises you made to me you made in vain
I lost myself inside your tainted smile again

I feel betrayed
Stuck in your ways
And you rip me apart
With the brutal things you say
I can't deal with shit anymore
I just look away

Cause you can't feel my ANGER
You can't feel my pain...
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Unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships....


Oddly enough why do I care about the failed relationships when I have so many, more meaningful, ones now? Don't think I'll ever get over the lies; all around me, I hear it all day long from everywhere. I hate fucking lies!

Judgement day has finally arrived! I'm so bloody excited I could puke.