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let's all put on slowdive and stare at our feet, if we can pause from painting our nails black at all.

i have to go to work now on three hours of sleep, to a shit job that barely even pays rent. i got all my coursework for skool last night and it's all so rad and enticing. but i think i didn't fully consider what it means to be in school fulltime and working fulltime. it's intense. i sense a distinct lack of sleep in my future.

then my housematetribemember tells me how her mom raised her and her sister while working and going to school fulltime. that's so nuts. did she ever sleep? sleep is so IMPORTANT.

my poor sweetie had to argue me awake and shove coffee at me.

must... find... better... job...