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why am i so fucking stupid.....i fail this exam to get my liscense for my new job..and thats not the big deal..i can re-take and study more FIRST i get "well you have to wait 24 hours" ok no prob then i get "well you have to wait 48" ok bullshit but whatever..NOW its not working and of course nobody is at the office and now im fucked...my fiancee thinks im stupid and she is pissed at me..i MIGHT be able to take it Tuesday if not then THURS and now i still have 2 weeks of training before i can make some real $$$$ FUCK ME why am i so dumb ....if i passed it the first time then this would all be fine...this is bullshit...its all my fault...but not one person has said to me "its ok you will pass it next time" its all WELL if you passed the fisrt time......i swear .......fuck this