Almost the worst post ever.......except for next week. I was home alone tonight and got totally wasted, but now I am sad cause my daddy will have been dead one whole year next friday and I am sad and I hurt and I am all alone. I was gonna go out to Pirate thursday but I got too drunk too early and got all sad. 
I really wish I didn't have to feel this way.
I really wish I didn't have to feel this way.
decomp:
haven't heard from you in a while, good to hear from you now. My daddy died four years ago. I know how you feel. you are not the only one who's dad died or who is sad. talk to me. that's what friends are for.