So I'm feeling bittersweet lately. I've really been enjoying working with my co-workers and keeping busy but I'm starting to neglect every other part of my life. I'm still really caught up in family issues. Money issues as always. Nothing to do out here but work and clean my house. I miss having things to look forward to.
All I really want. All that would make me happy is to get a big break in my career. Starting that career with becoming an SG would just be ideal for me. Its just a goal that I intend to check off first on my life to do list.
This community is changing. It could be good. It could be bad. But I intend to make the best of it. I want to keep the true meaning of this community going forever through all of my work.
Anyway I'm not sure when I'll get there but I can say I am happy that I have some great photoshoot colabs coming up this winter and in laws to care for me until I get on my feet.
Although I nice date, show, or party would be pretty great as well. I need some sort of celebration or fun get together.
Good things to come. Im hoping.
