Today is Valentines day and once again well here I am. Just me and that's it. Not too far away from every previous year. This is the day when I see couples being happy and enjoying each others company. I get really bitter about it.
I have never had someone special in my life make a "fuss" over me or do something sweet "just Because". I'm usually with people who "don't believe" in that kind of thing or maybe they just don't see me as someone who they would think of in "that romantic playful way".
This day always depresses that shit right out of me.
CJ still hasn't spoken to me. I wish he would so I can figure things out.
For Everyone else "Happy Valentines Day"!!
I have never had someone special in my life make a "fuss" over me or do something sweet "just Because". I'm usually with people who "don't believe" in that kind of thing or maybe they just don't see me as someone who they would think of in "that romantic playful way".
This day always depresses that shit right out of me.
CJ still hasn't spoken to me. I wish he would so I can figure things out.
For Everyone else "Happy Valentines Day"!!
I wouldn't put too much thought into this day. It's like christmas, but worse.