Cleanse Day #3.
O.k.. This is the day that makes or breaks you. It's like quitting smoking (which I did a over a year and a half ago) . The third day is the hurdle. After today it's smooth sailing.
Actually when I quit smoking it too me weeks to calm down. I was a really intense person when I quit. I remember I had a few freak-out sessions durring that time. I'm surprised I still have friends left. God Bless My Girlfriends!!!
Does it bother me when people smoke? Not in open spaces. Crowded smoking rooms with very little ventilation in Vancouver night clubs do.
Any way. I had a hard day and when I got home I was in a bad mood. My girlfriend Lisa came by and I was so negative. I made her dinner to make up for my bad side showing up unannounced. Later on we watched "Sex in the City" and I felt a little better.
I hate being restricted. If someone or something is restricting me from having freedom I will do what ever it takes to gain that freedom back. Unfortunatly I also have a stubborn side that won't let me leave what I have started until it is totally finished.
So in conclusion I hate the restriction of the cleanse but it was my decision to take this on. I guess I'll just have to live with my own self imposed restrictions.
Man, I am one big contradiction.
Stay tuned.....
O.k.. This is the day that makes or breaks you. It's like quitting smoking (which I did a over a year and a half ago) . The third day is the hurdle. After today it's smooth sailing.
Actually when I quit smoking it too me weeks to calm down. I was a really intense person when I quit. I remember I had a few freak-out sessions durring that time. I'm surprised I still have friends left. God Bless My Girlfriends!!!
Does it bother me when people smoke? Not in open spaces. Crowded smoking rooms with very little ventilation in Vancouver night clubs do.
Any way. I had a hard day and when I got home I was in a bad mood. My girlfriend Lisa came by and I was so negative. I made her dinner to make up for my bad side showing up unannounced. Later on we watched "Sex in the City" and I felt a little better.
I hate being restricted. If someone or something is restricting me from having freedom I will do what ever it takes to gain that freedom back. Unfortunatly I also have a stubborn side that won't let me leave what I have started until it is totally finished.
So in conclusion I hate the restriction of the cleanse but it was my decision to take this on. I guess I'll just have to live with my own self imposed restrictions.
Man, I am one big contradiction.
Stay tuned.....
Self restriction is apparently one of the great paths to enlightenment.
Most of the time, I just get kinda antsy after a while though.
maybe ants are enlightened.?
I totally understand the grumpy bit though, it's only when I'm not "allowed" to have something do I seem to want it more.
Not in everything, but with food and other pleasureable items, that's certainly the case.
how many days left now?