Long time no posting, lately I've been such a mess with updating on here... but man, life is so busy!
I honestly can't believe I'm working so much, and at the same time days goes by so fast I really can't get bored - I'm tired but I feel good.
I'm done with the more operative job in the various departments of the supermarket, now I'm spending the majority of my time in the store manager office, trying my best to learn all the administrative sides of my job. I discover something new everyday, and even if I'm not practicing for the most creative role in the world, it's rather interesting.
That's me at 5 a.m., few weeks ago, when I was spending the whole week at the butcher corner:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Lucky me, now I don't need to wake up before sundawn anymore, but I easily work up to 50 hrs per week. Nice, uh?
One way or another, it seems I'm keeping up with modeling.
Obviously, I can't take it the way I used to take it - I have had to slow down, and I'm happy if I manage to shoot once or twice a month, but I'm definitely not giving up everything I've done in these years.
Also because I've signed a contract as an apprentice and it won't last forever: it'll be easily renewed but I can't be sure of this right now. So giving up something that has been so significant in my life would make no sense at all, not at this very moment.
Latest work, with the great Alan Marcheselli:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
you can find the complete editorial here: www.anormalmag.com/shuffle/welcome-back-in-time-alan-marcheselli
Extra money is good too, and *somehow* I'm also trying not to give up paid gigs:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
That's me during a private photography lesson of one of my fave photographers, Alessandro Della Casa, to a friend.
Too bad we was forced to leave: the landlord's old mother freaked out once we started to shoot nudes
but I can swear we were keeping everything extremely classy!
The thing that pissed me off the most is that I didn't have the time to ask the photographer to shoot me with the little baby-deer the farmer was keeping as a puppy. That poor sweet thing! The farmer told me his children discovered him not far from their home and they touched him, that's why its mother never came to take it with her. They fed it with a baby bottle, it melted me![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
In other news, that's how I'm enjoying my spare time in this hot, hot summer:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Partying and chilling out with friends and the dude at the swimming pool. I'm not sure I'll make it to the seaside this year, and I'm trying my best to get some tan anyway![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Also, summer always mean fresh food to me! Sea-fruits and fish is what I'm cooking all the time:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
I honestly can't believe I'm working so much, and at the same time days goes by so fast I really can't get bored - I'm tired but I feel good.
I'm done with the more operative job in the various departments of the supermarket, now I'm spending the majority of my time in the store manager office, trying my best to learn all the administrative sides of my job. I discover something new everyday, and even if I'm not practicing for the most creative role in the world, it's rather interesting.
That's me at 5 a.m., few weeks ago, when I was spending the whole week at the butcher corner:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Lucky me, now I don't need to wake up before sundawn anymore, but I easily work up to 50 hrs per week. Nice, uh?
One way or another, it seems I'm keeping up with modeling.
Obviously, I can't take it the way I used to take it - I have had to slow down, and I'm happy if I manage to shoot once or twice a month, but I'm definitely not giving up everything I've done in these years.
Also because I've signed a contract as an apprentice and it won't last forever: it'll be easily renewed but I can't be sure of this right now. So giving up something that has been so significant in my life would make no sense at all, not at this very moment.
Latest work, with the great Alan Marcheselli:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
you can find the complete editorial here: www.anormalmag.com/shuffle/welcome-back-in-time-alan-marcheselli
Extra money is good too, and *somehow* I'm also trying not to give up paid gigs:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
That's me during a private photography lesson of one of my fave photographers, Alessandro Della Casa, to a friend.
Too bad we was forced to leave: the landlord's old mother freaked out once we started to shoot nudes
![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
The thing that pissed me off the most is that I didn't have the time to ask the photographer to shoot me with the little baby-deer the farmer was keeping as a puppy. That poor sweet thing! The farmer told me his children discovered him not far from their home and they touched him, that's why its mother never came to take it with her. They fed it with a baby bottle, it melted me
![love](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/love.3be5004ff150.gif)
In other news, that's how I'm enjoying my spare time in this hot, hot summer:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Partying and chilling out with friends and the dude at the swimming pool. I'm not sure I'll make it to the seaside this year, and I'm trying my best to get some tan anyway
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Also, summer always mean fresh food to me! Sea-fruits and fish is what I'm cooking all the time:
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
That's pretty much what I'm up to ad the moment.
Next weekend, like I do every first weekend of August, I'm gonna leave for three days and enjoy the music fest called "Festa della Libert" (Freedom Fest, in english). Booze and fun guaranteed, yay!
Let's keep in touch, people.
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bye!
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Nice pics ![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)