i never thought things would come to the point where i am getting blocked on msn because he doesn't want to talk to me (or for me to talk to him). i thought highschool was over. although i'm almost positive it's not. fuck almost positive, i know it's not over. not until you're at least 30. i feel like my social life is swimming in a pool of people dating eachother's ex's and everyone secretly hating one another. i don't like it. i feel like when sar and i go to europe i should just stay there and forget about everyone. i really couldn't do that but it seems like what i should do sometimes.

mal's leaving and it makes me sad. we just started to be friends. stuff's messed up and everyone's breaking up. i never would have thought things would take such a drastic turn. i can't believe i'm single. it's been a while. any hot bitches wanna hook up? no? right, i didn't think so.