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laurajean

Springfield, VA

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Friday Feb 03, 2006

Feb 3, 2006
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So I wanted to be strong. I thought it was all over. I'm not a fucking idiot, I knew what was going on. I knew but I guess I was the last to find out.

Can I just say that I have NEVER in my life felt such pain and betrayal. My one friend who was there for me every day was a liar. All I did was be a good friend, I gave my everything to do that. My other whore of a friend lied to me. I introduced her to the one person in my life that I could never have, and would never have, but always wished I could. She lied and fucked him (along with many other guys) she was now his girlfriend. All behind my back. Lies and sneaking around. This made me sick to my stomach the day I found out. SICK. I tried to act like I never knew, but oddly enough he found out that I knew, and from that day on IGNORED me like I was the bad person. My confirmation was made last night when I was confronted with him for the first time in a month. I have never been so hurt. EVER in my life. I did nothing to deserve this pain, and no one ever deserves to feel like this. No one. I tried to act like I didnt know because I wanted to be the "cool" person, the bigger person. Thank you for making me sick. Your choice of a girlfriend had to be a heroine addict whore. None the less, my friend. That's fine you can fuck who ever you want, but hiding it from me? I can handle shit, but when its hidden from me, and I come out looking like the idiot cause everyone else knew, FUCK YOU.

I have been nothing but nice, giving, caring and supportive of everything for the two of you. I loved you both like family, and what do I get in return? Betrayal and sickness. It's disgusting, and if you didn't want me to find out, then why make it so obvious.

Thank you for making me stronger, because after this I will never be able to trust anyone like I used to. I will know what its like to be hurt and there is a huge block in front of me now.

Thank you for that. I just hope you know the pain that you caused me last night. I tried to play it off, but when I was at home in my own bed, sleeping on the sheets you gave me and by the headboard you bought all I wanted to do was destroy them.

To my two best friends, thank you for all the hatred you have created in my body.
You don't need to worry about seeing me. You don't need to worry about me freaking out if you ever see me. I don't think words could describe my reaction. Congratulations of successfully being the first humans to ever cause me this pain, enough pain to feel not even react in the normal way.

Thank you and fuck you.
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filmaddict:
hello laura jean, how are you? I know how it feels!!!! I'm going through something similar and it hurts a lot!
but people like that are not fucking worth it!!!!
there are soo many guys out there and I'm soo sure way better then him. some friends say they are your friends but they do not mean it, I also just found out.
hope you feel better, the sun comes up for every body!
smile
Feb 19, 2006
nicolletta:
time to update baby. q se vayan a la mierda todos estos feos deseos. EL SUICIDO LOCO
Feb 20, 2006

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