I don't have anything concrete to say to all those of you who aren't reading anyway. It's a journal for a reason, right? Okay, so let me rant a little.
Sometimes i feel like i shouldn't have moved here, to St Louis. I had a good thing going back in Florida. I had a good job, i had good friends, blah blah blah. I just get antsy (especially after three years of being in the same place), and i had to leave. So now i'm here. I think i don't like it, but that may be due to the fact i have eight dollars to my name at the moment. Eight dollars. If you can count it on two hands, it's not enough. I think i recall feeling this way when i first moved to Florida, though, so this too may pass?
I'm working on a screen play at the moment that is promising (in my eyes). Of course, last night i was at a friends house and thought of this idea that i think will work very well in another story. So i want to start working on that. But i don't want to spread my creativity too thin. BUT i dont want to forget about it. So what do i do? I don't work on either of them. How idiotic is that?
I don't know. Life is passing me by, and i'm not even waving.
Sometimes i feel like i shouldn't have moved here, to St Louis. I had a good thing going back in Florida. I had a good job, i had good friends, blah blah blah. I just get antsy (especially after three years of being in the same place), and i had to leave. So now i'm here. I think i don't like it, but that may be due to the fact i have eight dollars to my name at the moment. Eight dollars. If you can count it on two hands, it's not enough. I think i recall feeling this way when i first moved to Florida, though, so this too may pass?
I'm working on a screen play at the moment that is promising (in my eyes). Of course, last night i was at a friends house and thought of this idea that i think will work very well in another story. So i want to start working on that. But i don't want to spread my creativity too thin. BUT i dont want to forget about it. So what do i do? I don't work on either of them. How idiotic is that?
I don't know. Life is passing me by, and i'm not even waving.
when being social, you get a brief reprieve. a weekend pass to live as others do. consider one of the *free* weekly sgstl gatherings for such an occassion... i have been surprised with the nature of the people in said group. diversity is, ,of course, homogenised by social interaction at first... but the truth will out.
as for FL, well, i guess you know geographical cures don't work. same problems, different geographies... but a change of pace... well, that's different.