lastserenade

Yeah I'll be honest I never planned this far along. I found an old Facebook post when I was shocked to turn 23 sooooo, yeah....

We'll see what year 37 brings......

Lately been kinda down, the whole depression/anxiety combo after 3 or so really stressful months.

Next week is my birthday and I'm taking time off from work to take a breather and enjoy myself. Although today I've just kinda felt outright bad and tired.

I'd say I don't know what'd improve that but I mean there's a very obvious thing (that sadly has been missing...
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We're passed the halfway point of Halloween Horror Nights, I live for it but it's chaotic. Many nights running after people acting up and so far multiple interactions with the police. I've had to be in positions where I'm essentially watching after a number of our actresses for their safety. It's a weird feeling I'll say that...

I've also had a bit of a dental...
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Sometimes literally, sometimes figuratively. This time it's the second one (it's actually been dry here the past week plus despite the nonsense they're using to excuse canceling the festival). It seems after almost 2 years I'm sick, I haven't been since like late 2019 (or just skipping Dr's because you know......). It's only sinusitis so it's not some deadly plague or anything but good God...
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So this morning as I'm about to get a Lyft for the first full day of the Rebel Rock festival I come to find out the entire event has been cancelled. No warning, last night's "pre party" happened and people showed up today with the entire weekend being axed less than an hour before gates opened. I feel like this will continue to develop but...
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In what may be a rash decision but one I've thought about all night I deleted any and every dating app (well I guess FB has one but that's a stretch). I quietly realized it wasn't going anywhere and didn't need the stress.

Truthfully earlier tonight I saw someone that made me feel..... well alot over the past year, and her boyfriend. If anything this...
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Oof the few months I've had, saw family for the first time in nearly 2 years in what was a fairly exhausting exercise. After that a barrage of work broken up by some concerts and conventions. They were a great time but very little sleep. Now I'm prepping to work the busy Halloween season at work.

Amidst this I did see a friend from my...
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In the mean time there's this, Corey Taylor (Slipknot/Stone Sour) while I'm sporting my custom made Frankenstein's Monster shirt and denim jacket (which he dug and applauded me on doing like 130+ metal studs by hand)

Initially I was thinking about recent years, earlier this month the FB memories showed a traumatic event 3 years ago and another 7 years ago on the same day. This and the other terrible things going on in the world it's been a rough time for reflection. Even looking back on here right before I left the site I had posted about a roommate taking...
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That's the term right??? It's been years but yeah definitely have that one going on

Well that sucks