Really struggling with this one, I know lately it seems like I'm mostly posting negative but I needed to vent and this is somewhere I can do it safely.
I'm feeling a loss right now, due to the callous actions of someone who I cared deeply for. This was a person I struggled for and put myself through hell for their benefit. I put them before myself last year and it absolutely gutted me only for them to now stab me in the heart.
I'm having a hard time sleeping and honestly I don't want anyone around me. I'm questioning any and everyone in my life. I just keep repeating in my head the times I poured my whole heart and soul in and the crippling shock and pain of what I learned tonight.
At a loss is an understatement.....