last_firstborn

Well I finally found some work...I think. Oryon's kind younger bro hooked me up at a local pizza joint, and the term joint is not a play on words. Everyone there is very...chilled out and relaxed. I went to high school with most of em, and haven't seen em in a good six years or so. So that's cool, I should fit in ok and not have to worry about being social at work. They all like me anyway, for the most part. The manager seems cool as hell, albeit a bit rough around the edges. One guy was in a band that played with a couple of our old bands, so he's putting in a good word as well, which is very cool of him. He's assitant general manager, so that is definately something weighing in my favor. And with my chef background, it should be no problem going for a few raises once I prove I can handle the pressure. If you can even call it that.

Wow it's late, and yet I can't sleep. Again. Forgive any typos, I've had a few drinks to try and rest tonight. Um, what else is new. Let's see...got GTA San Andreas last week a day before it's offical release, that was cool. Been playin it whenever I find some free time. My crazy ex has been talking to me a bit lately, and trying to hook up again. I'm so not going down that road. Not even a sport fuck like last time...not worth it to get your heart ripped out again and again. Of course, people do strange and idiotic things when intoxicated with hormones. Especially as of late. There are a couple of people I'd call close friends in my life really fucking up their friendships bad, and its irking me to no end. It's not worth the pussy they're getting, and I wish they'd chill the fuck out. I've nearly come to blows with one of them recently, and as much as it pains me, I'll do what I have to do to put him down if push comes to shove. I just don't care anymore about people that make stupid mistakes. I've been doormat time and again for those types and it won't happen again. What's sad is, I'm a hermit and don't use the term friend loosely, so to loose any friend is a horrible blow. Oh well, wah wah. It could be worse...

I'm going to see the Saw tomorrow, and then it'll be time for the Silent Festival with Jem and crew. That should be most exellent, a whole weekend at her place with the PS2 and Silent Hillgasmness. Have a few drinks, get scared out of our wits, and just relax. Hopefully I can get out of the terrible mood I've been in the past month. And what's sad is, October is normally my great month, I don't know what's wrong with me.

The coolest guy in the world gave me a haircut today. His name is Leeroy and he's so fuckin funny. This guy is wise beyond his years, seriously. We joked about H'ween bein on a Sunday and how he's scurred a crazy Christian will shoot him in the fact and his kids too for asking for candy on a Sunday. This guy is a sage, I'm tellin ya. Of course, I told him I'm loosely a Christian (how can you loosely be something? well ask me later I don't wanna go into it now), and he said he was about like the same. So no bible thumpers get pissy with me, aight?



I guess I'll go take out the black rage (tm) and whatever other feelings shoot through me on some poor bastards in GTA now! I just got done watchin my Dawn of the Dead 2004 and it's KICK ASS extras for like the tenth time since Tuesday...now I'm gonna swing by the Lost board and see what's up on there...it's full of crazy Brits that have to pirate the show off the net. So I can go on there, and post major spoilers, and piss em all off! JK I would never, EVER do that. I'm a guy that takes his recreation shit real serious like.

I'm also slow to speak, quick to act, and quicker to jump on a good lay.

I enjoy long, late night walks on the beach, the salty air whipping around, the waves woooooshing peacefully as I walk ankle deep in the waves with a beautiful, raven haired vixen with large breasts and an hour glass figure.

......whoa, whoops, I was in another place!

I hope everyone has a happy Halloween, and a safe one to boot. Do take care, and talk to you soon hopefully!