So I haven't posted a full blog in a minute so I shall give you guys a nice long, fulfilling update.
I had an amazing camping trip for a week in the Catskills. This was the best vacation I could have ever asked for with the love of my life and our pup, we needed it so badly. We went to Mountain Jam for my 23rd Birthday to see Moe. I've been dying to go to Mountain Jam for years and finally it happened. We went again on Saturday to see Rebelution, The Black Keys,Big Gigantic, and everything in between. I ate a bunch of acid and bonded with this girl's led hoop. Needless to say, I'm ordering my own as soon as I have the 500 for it.
Came home from vacation and it seemed as though everything went to shit. Zac and I fought almost all week, we even fought over calling it quits or trying to make this relationship work. That's when our roommate stepped in with a blunt and Sat us down and I'm so happy he did because we probably would have ended up killing each other. Zac ended up going to the store and when he came back we took a dose and went and hung out with friends, read each others minds (again) and fell in love with each other all over again. I think we really needed someone to remind us of how amazing our relationship really is, and I'm so thankful Pierre stepped in and had his say. I love Zac so much, I've never had a relationship this insanely beautiful.
We also got to attend Disc Jam on Sunday, and that was absolutely amazing. We only went the one day but that was all I needed. I needed to see twiddle, I was jonsing so hard. They are my boys. I bonded with my friend's polypro hoop and decided after that night that I needed my own and I was going to start making my own (and I made not only my very first hoop tonight but my second as well!!)
I started making my own hoops tonight and I think I have it down to a science already. The first time I picked up a hoop, I never expected to be where I am now or to love it as much as I do. I teach people tricks that used to frustrate The Fuck out of me. Flow never made sense to me in the way it does now. I don't know where or who I would be without ever picking a hoop up. I think I want to audition for a hoop troupe, but I still have so much to learn!
Twiddle fucking killed it at disc jam, I already told you guys. It is literally insane seeing my friends grow from playing in a bar that barely had any people in it to selling out venues and headlining festivals. I couldn't be more proud of them I come off as such a fan girl but I love them so much, honestly if you don't you suck. And they gave me the best gift I never would have even asked for; I got a drumstick from the show and they all signed it for me. That means more to me than any merch I could ever ask for. Ryan, if you ever read this I'm so happy we became friends and that I could support you on such an amazing journey.
Whisky is finallyhappy, healthy pup again. He had a rough time when we first set out camping but quickly shook his sickness and became adventure dog. I swear he didn't want to leave the woods. He even brought a pet tick home! Zac and I finally held little tweaker dog down long enough to get it off. Our pokemon is restored to full health.
My second set, "Look at The View" just got accepted and will hit member review around November. I'm so happy that my dream since I was a little baby girl on MySpace is finally coming true. When I was in middle school and high school, I was the girl that got bullied and no one I was interested in or wanted anything to do with, or at least they didn't want anyone to know. I was good enough to be friends with, if that. I never thought I would be where I was now. I dreamed of being on this site as a model. I'm so proud to be a hopeful and I'm am confident enough to say that I can't wait until the day I turn pink. I will literally die of happiness.
This has taken years of heartbreak, teaching my self universal and self love, forgiveness, patience, and finding my ambition and inspiration; and I am so fucking happy for and proud of myself. A lot of people don't like who/where they are and they don't see their own potential. A lot of the time I find myself to be one of those people. But I really, truly am blessed. I don't know what I did for the universe to give me the people or experiences I have in my life, but I am forever grateful.
