lashes

I can't believe it's already Thursday, this week's going so quickly!

The work thing in Manchester went well. Our restaurant was given a fair amount of recognition, as was I (I got 95% in a mystery diner the other week). There are a few changes being brought in but i won't bore you with work shit. I'm getting a new black uniform (much better than...
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As I always do I've snapped out of my mood. Still not overly happy but keeping myself busy is the key. Sims 3 had been the thing keeping me busy today I have a day off tomorrow but I've already made plans with a friend so no worries there. I used to make his lunch when I worked in the cafe a year or so...
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I'm hitting self-destruct again. It's the only way I can cope. I came straight home from work last night.. and suffered. I'm suffering today too. The mornings aren't great, but I just turn my music up to drown out my thoughts and focus on getting ready for the day. It was really busy last night at work so no time for tears last night. It's...
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Drunken posts

Today I have had activia yoghurt, prawn salad, Half a bottle of wine, lots of beer, jager bombs, 2g's of Mr C and left over bits of weed from my tin.

And tea

Just fucking shoot me

I tried to salvage the flowers from my bag but they're a bit mashed up

I feel completely drained. My head is full of shit but I don't have the energy to offload it. I feel tears from the back of my eyes and around my nose but nothing. I have no energy left.

I was looking forward to my day off tomorrow.

Went to Leeds for Bank Holiday! Had a great time but man am I glad to be back in my own bed. As much as I love Gaylor, I'd rather not have to share his single bed or sleep on his floor for another night. Was awesome to see him again though. He's back in Norwich now for the summer until he has to go...
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