When feeling not so great, make a list of reasons why you should be feeling better than not so great. So here goes, hopefully this works.
Reasons why this year will be better than last year:
- On February 10th will finally be moving out of the parental home into my own spanking new place
- I got my very own puppy, Alfie for my birthday. He's now 14 weeks old and still cute as hell and double the size
- Will be finally sorting out my mental health problems
- Get to be a bridesmaid at my sister's wedding in Cyprus in October
- Holiday in Cyprus for 2 weeks
- Nathan turns 30. Awesome plans for this, mustn't say in case he happens to read this
- Get to finally have the dressing room that I always wanted to house my hoards and hoards of clothes
- My own garden to throw Summer parties in
- Real fireplace (yes, this excites me)
- Get to make a place my own
- Get to smoke in whatever room I want whenever i want (although will only be smoking weed inside as wouldn't want to pollute poor Alfie's little lungs)
- Road trips with Nathan & Alfie in the puppy mobile (4x4 thingymajig)
- Hopefully wont be getting arrested this year
- Possible job progression at work
- Hair is now damage free and at a nice long length
- Doesn't take me 2 hours to do my hair now all the dead and damaged hair is gone
- Gonna get a Wii, PS3 and an X-box360 finally
- Finally gonna get a TV bigger than 19'
- Sister turns 30 in November (possibly weekend in Cyprus)
There's probably more but I feel better already and am getting bored now. At least it worked
A wet Alfie after going for a walk:

Reasons why this year will be better than last year:
- On February 10th will finally be moving out of the parental home into my own spanking new place
- I got my very own puppy, Alfie for my birthday. He's now 14 weeks old and still cute as hell and double the size
- Will be finally sorting out my mental health problems
- Get to be a bridesmaid at my sister's wedding in Cyprus in October
- Holiday in Cyprus for 2 weeks
- Nathan turns 30. Awesome plans for this, mustn't say in case he happens to read this
- Get to finally have the dressing room that I always wanted to house my hoards and hoards of clothes
- My own garden to throw Summer parties in
- Real fireplace (yes, this excites me)
- Get to make a place my own
- Get to smoke in whatever room I want whenever i want (although will only be smoking weed inside as wouldn't want to pollute poor Alfie's little lungs)
- Road trips with Nathan & Alfie in the puppy mobile (4x4 thingymajig)
- Hopefully wont be getting arrested this year
- Possible job progression at work
- Hair is now damage free and at a nice long length
- Doesn't take me 2 hours to do my hair now all the dead and damaged hair is gone
- Gonna get a Wii, PS3 and an X-box360 finally
- Finally gonna get a TV bigger than 19'
- Sister turns 30 in November (possibly weekend in Cyprus)
There's probably more but I feel better already and am getting bored now. At least it worked

A wet Alfie after going for a walk:

lee:
Alfie's adorable!
bayes2:
I'm fine, just letting you get on with your life while trying to do the same.