I'm in the midst of an episode and I'm doing my utter most to keep it together and stay in control. I fucking hate myself so much, I hate being me! I'm thinking about admitting myself after Christmas. Would mean taking 3 weeks off work though. Fuck it. i give up.
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Monday Feb 06, 2012
Was that just conincedental and me overanalysing or was that actually… -
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Monday Feb 06, 2012
"I need stimulation, intelligence and character from someone. I need … -
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Sunday Feb 05, 2012
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Monday Dec 06, 2010
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Sunday Sep 26, 2010
Raped... again. -
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Saturday Sep 25, 2010
I'm happy again. riddled with flu, but happy. -
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Thursday Sep 09, 2010
Why is my future so fuzzy now when recently it'd been pretty clear? … -
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Thursday Sep 09, 2010
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Tuesday Aug 31, 2010
"I've missed more than 9000 shots in my career. I've lost almost 300 …
I hope you'll get better soon! Sucks to be feeling like that.
Hope you're well. x