I can never be bothered to blog on here anymore. Probably cos I don't have much to say these days. And that fucking sucks by the way. I'd post pictures but I'm not entirely sure where the cable is to my phone. Not that I have many pictures. I'm fucking bored. And that sucks too. Will life get good soon?
Scalp burn scalp burn!!
razzle_dazzle:
OUCHIE! OUCHIE!
razzle_dazzle:
Phew thats good news! How are you anyway? Apart from the scalp burn. 
Finally got internet up and running since moving into my new place at beginning of February! No time to blog right now, but will right a better blog soon. Hope everyone's been cool xx
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clio:
thank you my dear
liv:
how's life!? I did missed you!!
When feeling not so great, make a list of reasons why you should be feeling better than not so great. So here goes, hopefully this works.
Reasons why this year will be better than last year:
- On February 10th will finally be moving out of the parental home into my own spanking new place
- I got my very own puppy, Alfie for my...
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Reasons why this year will be better than last year:
- On February 10th will finally be moving out of the parental home into my own spanking new place
- I got my very own puppy, Alfie for my...
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lee:
Alfie's adorable!
bayes2:
I'm fine, just letting you get on with your life while trying to do the same.
ortus:
Cute puppy is cute.
All the best for 2010 and making the changes you want to see happen for you.
All the best for 2010 and making the changes you want to see happen for you.
amenica1:
Aww cute dog, hope you have a grate 2010!
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gujsel:
happy happy happy birthday and....hey my fantastic friend for you .......have great christmas......
a lots of kisses to you 
ortus:
Welcome back!
So I've been on one hell of a downward spiral the last little while with the occasional up moments and if I'm being honest with you, it's been extremely draining and mentally challenging. There has been moments when I often find myself thinking about suicide, but I know that's not what I want and that it's just my fucked up head taking over. I definitely...
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matter:
sounds like tough times. Sometimes its hard to find the balance in relationships. I guess im somewhere in the middle. I like cuddles and kisses and just laying down with her laying her head on my chest and just chatting, but sometimes its just nice to be like friends and sit in different chairs to play a computer game, or do completely different things.
its tough but i hope things get better for you
its tough but i hope things get better for you
bayes2:
Somehow i'm back?!?
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lee:
Hope things start getting better for you
ortus:
You have an evil glint in your eye to cap off the effect. Have you been working on that?
I'm in the midst of an episode and I'm doing my utter most to keep it together and stay in control. I fucking hate myself so much, I hate being me! I'm thinking about admitting myself after Christmas. Would mean taking 3 weeks off work though. Fuck it. i give up.
myra:
I hope you'll get better soon! Sucks to be feeling like that.
I hope you'll get better soon! Sucks to be feeling like that.
brokenshadow:
Thank you for the compliment.
Hope you're well. x
Hope you're well. x
I can't help but think I've made a mistake. Maybe I should just live with the feeling of being annoyed quite often. But cos it's always over nothing (like how he breathes or talks) maybe I'm the problem?
paultl:
Anything that happens, happens.
Anything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen.
Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again.
It doesn't nessarily do it in chronological order, though.
We are what we choose right or wrong, good or bad, it'll work itself out.
Anything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen.
Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again.
It doesn't nessarily do it in chronological order, though.
We are what we choose right or wrong, good or bad, it'll work itself out.
evilsaint101:
Some people annoy me for stupid reasons... There's a guy at work, whenever he's concentrating, he sticks his tongue out - when he does it, I just want to punch him!
Different people find different things annoying, just because certain things about a certain person annoy you, doesn't mean there's something wrong with you...
Different people find different things annoying, just because certain things about a certain person annoy you, doesn't mean there's something wrong with you...
My heart is literally yelling at me what to do. But my head insists I'm making a mistake.
I need a new head.
I need a new head.
By jove! I think she's got it!
machiko:
hahaha ive been tempted, VERY tempted lol
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