laruby1565

Its weird to be back here again.Its here that I used to come to try and hide from things I knew were making me and everyone else unhappy,but I didnt have the strength to fix.Now I finally fixed what needed fixing,and this place just reminds me of it all. I have moved on so far,but I keep testing this place again in case I ever need another way out. Im now 30,Im tattooing when I can and working in a music store when Im not. I have one beautiful child,and one day Id like another,but the guy I love more than anything wont be ready for that until Im at the age where I dont want to put myself through that physically,or trap myself and tie myself to a house and small child again just when Im starting to regain some free time.A case of right person wrong time I guess. Ah well.I love living with him,my daughter and our friend.Our house is the house everyone wants to stay over at.My daughter has the coolest house in school,and all her friends tell her so.She also has a mom with dreads,piercings and tattoos,so I guess she was always gong to be diferent.Im pretty sure this is what happiness feels like. Its good. Im someones kitty...