laputa64

i am in need of old canvases i can paint over, wood panels, window panes that i can paint over. pretty much anything that i can paint on. old doors. i will pay if desired. looking for stuff i can drive to pick up so mostly the valdosta and surrounding areas. also i will be heading to atlanta on thursday so if someone has something there. i would love to pick it up. i am out of materials and have too many ideas for my head to contain right now. thanks in advance!!

--Molly

entry part two:

WTF!!! i'm just not going to go in public anymore. i am going to stick to the safe confines of my house.

last night...go to a bar....pacifist molly almost gets into a fight.

tonight....go dancing with my sister; pacifist molly almost gets into a fight.

i wouldn't hurt a fly,....and yet i seem determined to anyway.

so me and tori get to the club and there is this old man and woman dancing. this song comes on and everyone is doing the electric slide. she is drunkenly dragging him along and so i go over and tell him to count to fours...and kind of show him and his wife pushes me away. okay whatever. didn't care about the stupid electric slide anyways. an hour and a half later she has evidently had MUCH MORE to drink and comes over and starts yelling at me about trying to take her husband of 12 years. WHATEVER. yuck!! get out of my face! but i keep telling her....i didn't mean anything by it, i'm sorry....yadda yadda yadda. and she grabs my shirt and goes to hit me but slips on the floor and her husband catches her and kind of drags her away. FUCK! totally ruined my night. i told tori and stephen we should probably go. i don't want to take the chance that she gets any drunker and decides to try that swing again. i really don't want to fight. then i leave and make the mistake of talking to brooklyn just for him to be more of a jerk to me....so now i am home. angry, lonely, depressed. fuck.

i need to get out of this town.