lanii

while i may appear corse and brash...i'm actually a softy with an attitude issue.
i love to cuddle and hold hands in public and occassionally steal a kiss in public. i like flowers (lillies and daisies) and a guy who will put thought and effort into planning a date once in a while.
i like spoiling my man sometimes,and being spoiled as well. i like...
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looking at you,do see me? you say you understand,but do nothing about it. the twinges you feel you seem more than happy to endure. but for what,when you can make them go away? while i enjoy this "game" that you're unknowingly playing, it's getting old. I've given you opprtunities to make us both happy, bt you're too into a goal and there is no room...
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i enjoy music....nothing starts your day off great like jammin to your favorite song on your way to work
my fave songs are:
Party With The Animals, Desire,Hellraiser,Mr. Tinkertrain, Not Going Away,I Don't Want To Stop-OZZY
Beverly Hills,Buddy Holly,Perfect Situation-WEEZER
Dirty Little Secret-ALL AMERICAN REJECTS
Tainted Love, Heart-shaped Glasses,New Shit,Doll-Dagga Buzz-Buzz Ziggety-Zag- MARYLIN MANSON
We Like to Part-VEGA BOYS(six flags theme)
Fat Lip-SUM 41
Fat...
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Things that im sick of today and maybe in general;
the names Amy and Barb.
The change amount of $12.35. PBlonde college girls,P preppy pretty girls and their teeny bopper boyfriends. *people who drive slower than i do (in a 30 im doing 40). *feeling restless(i just wanna go somwhere), *my computers random update thing, *no decent porn in the house,* boredom as a whole,*...
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to some people who may never even read this,hopefully you know what parts apply to you:
I'm sorry I hurt you. I'm sorry I was never genuinely interested in you. I'm sorry you don't like me,we could have been friends. I'm sorry you don't want me to wait-thus I'm sorry Im not going to listen to you. I'm sorry my honesty hurts and you can't...
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like leaves in the wind thoughts of you dance in my head....wonderful yet i don't know why you're always there. its like you have a hold on me yet you haven't laid claim to me in any way. i don't want it to end but i feel that you don't want me to think of you as i do...i dont know what to do or...
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let me fly,yet keep me close...show me who you are and take me as i am. i have so much to say...yet itd only take seconds for me to speak it. Would you accept what I say,would it be returned? Or would I be left in the rain as the wind blows cold?

Painting is a hobby of mine-normally I give my paintings to people as gifts(share the talent I suppose).
Art in general is an interest of mine-cooking (though I'm not that great),writting, photography,and painting are my main forms. For painting, I use acrylic paint, it isn't as unruley as watercolor or tempermental as oil.
I'm not posting my pieces on SG for now...want to go through...
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