languid

the personal life is beautiful what little there is of it. the stern grove shows have been exceptional. too bad all my weekends have been one day.

the funk brothers were good but there was only one and it took a little minute for the rest of them, the new blood, to come along and warm up. on ce they got it rolling there was a little for eveyone. the crowd was pleased by the end and the everyone was shaking there whatever they had to roll with the vibe provided.

the work is why they call it work. my heart is not in it for there has been too much of it and that has me down. my quality has suffered and the motivation has drizzled from my fingers.

today i do laundry because i could not bear to do any yesterday when all i had was one day to chill. my heart is heavy with blase and i question my choice but reflect that the gig is one of the best and a little bit of burn out is rearing its ugly head... only it has turned into a lot of burn out. i'm just not hungry for it.

i kinda don't want another six day week. again. going up to sixty hours a week is becoming a drag. the money gets spent on release and luxury and empty things. so there is really nothing to show for it.

all in all i get to wake up to gorgeous smiles and that is worth the world.

aloha,
j

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