languid

m'k my brain is skitsi. i've had a migraine two days running. two was especially bad. when i stood from being on my knees the head rushes were like molten lava in my brain. the eyes went weird a sec and the shake was a streching version of taffy in the visual dept.

too bad acid was not involved.

too bad i was working.

i sure felt better after 20ov mtn dew and two 20oz cokes. which is why my brain is all skittish. fucking jacked on crack sodas...

in other news, they fired a foreman today and he ratted on people on the way out. there is nothing worse than not going out quietly when you have dug your own grave. even in the end he wouldn't take responsibility...

when things like this happen the shit gets re ordered so fuck ups can't fuck up as much... i don't think i wanna be a foreskin.

too much soda and my brain won't shut off. no smokee, no drinkee when the brain is at this level of pain only scheduled narcotics will do and there are none to be had. well none to be had for me anyways. there's fucking pill bottles full on the corner of my block. it is just work and pills don't mix for me. there went the motivation....



ooohh look at the puddle... it shines with the fog in the sky....

eeerrrrr... ssssoorry. maybe the weekend if the fucking tumor doesn't pop or if my eyes start to bug out.

pasta time. maybe that will help.

bill laswell is in charge of my ears tonight.
automaton jihad: pionts of order
reanimator: black market science
possession: african dub, off world one
valis II: everything must go
altered beats: assassin knowledges of the remanipulated

dub is the rub tonight. big fat bass lines and my empty brain to salve the pain....

aloha,
j