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More awful writing from a long time ago, recently started talking with my ex gf again.
Brought up a lot of old feelings, kind of need a reminder sometimes.
xo
Ewan
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Your silence won t break me,
Ive had to be so strong for so long that distance is so commonplace.
Take your petty precious face, and turn away again,
Because I.m through chasing,
Lie back and just pretend that everythings ok,
So sallow, so hollow, these empty gestures, and shallow questions,
Cut so deep, like a scar that never bleeds,

Its to late for pretending, that the beginning wasn t just an ending.
all the life and time spent in between was wasted,
never treasured, simply tethered, to something so unrealistic,
for someone so idealistic,
So misled and simplistic,
never sheltered, never swallowed,
that line you had me follow,

It should have been raining, it should have been more cliche,
Because the only thing beautiful you left me with was this fucking day.