lancelac

Hey folks! Not much new is goin on in my neck of the woods. Working hard and playing hard. Lollapalooza this weekend should be pretty fun, and it even might not be 100 degrees like last year.

The past month has been full of craziness and upheaval, but things seem to be evening out lately. I should admit that I'm really lucky to have had some really loyal and good friends for 10+ years, but it's been amazing and upsetting to me that so many other people who at one time were really, really important to me have come and gone. The overwhelming majority of these changes have occurred following the "friend/girlfriend" spouting a whole bunch of lies, causing me to lose any trust that was developed over the course of the relationship and thus any interest (on my end) at all in continuing.

"There are lots of reasons to lie, but only one reason to tell the truth" I agree

And now I leave you with more lyrics...

Basically I'm complicated.

I have a hard time taking, the easy way.
I wouldn't call it schizophrenic.
But I will be at least 2 people, today.

If thats ok?

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

It's deep how you can be so shallow.
And I'm afraid cuz I have no fear.
And I didn't believe in magic.
Untill I watched you disappear.

I wish you were here.

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

You see, everybody is somebody.
But nobody wants to be themselves.
If I ever wanted to understand me.
I'd have to talk to someone else.

Cuz every little bit helps.

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?

Feels like... the surreal life.
But it's still nice.
Wish I could live twice,
but I still might,
if these wounds heal right.
I see a little light,
even though it's still night.

And I can go on and on and on... but who cares?