lanalacey

Hey all you beautiful people and of course the beautiful @rambo and @missy

This topic is such a good one and i think there will be a wide variety of answers.
I'm still only modeling as a hopeful so currently my life as a whole hasnt changed a great deal but the way I'm feeling and reacting to different things has.
For example my self-esteem has always been pretty shocking due to being an awkward kid and bullying (sadly the worst was from my own family especially my mother) then after having my baby 16 months ago and going through domestic violence issues I felt worthless and so uncomfortable in my own skin, but this is what sg has helped majorly with! I applied never thinking i would be accepted I was and with that has come so many lovely beautiful women that will support you and so so many lovely members that are there to support you and encourage you to keep moving forward the community in here is great and I'm feeling like I can be myself and not care if anyone thinks I'm strange.

With friendships the only thing it has changed are the judgmental unsupportive people that aren't really friends dont stick around unless you can offer them something but we dont need them anyway. My real friends are totally supportive in everything I do and encourage me to keep going!

Relationships are a funny one I've never keep to many close family or personal relationships besides friends of course actually I dont really have a family. I allowed my mother back in my life purely for the fact so if anything hapens on her end i can say i tried my best even after all she has done and as I dont see her really as a mother I did tell her about sg and she decided to phone a variety of people telling them I am a porn star which is hilarious so I decided its time to remove all the toxic people.
So all in all I love sg and its has changed some aspects in my life for the better and hasnt negatively effected me at all thank you and love you all xxxxo