well as of this month I have been single for a year now it sucks I had a dream a couple days ago that I actually met someone and I was laying somewhere holding her and I felt so happy and relaxed and this wasn't even a sexual dream and I woke up I faced reality agian and fell back asleep wishing it was real and the dream cuntinude actauly for about five more minute and I woke up and had to go to work and each day since that dream I see a girl that looks like the one in my dream