Well hiydee hoee Sg land
How was your xmas ?
Mine was fair .. got some pretty sweet gifts and some return gifts haha
Rule that should be made, if you don't know someones style ,don't buy clothes haha , i felt like ralphie from a xmas story when he got the bunny suit... it was almost as bad ! ahaha
I got a promise ring from my kinda bf .. not sure what it truly means , but it looks like an engagement ring.. hmm
Also What is everyone doing for new years ?
I want something fun , since last year I fell and was lame , but im afraid its gonna be pretty lame once again .. no one wants to let me know if they want to do anything bahh
Anywho,
I've decided to take down my newest set in review, i'm gonna be honest and it might start shit , but i am extremely disappointed in that set! It was over photoshopped and the pics were not what I wanted...
You live you learn i suppose...
But yeah .. Here are my plans for this up coming year:
Visit my friend in Mass
Get the tat I've been wanting
Get new dermals
Try and get more motivated
Actually work out
Go on a trip
Go to Kalahri
Save money
Learn pole tricks once again
spend more time with family ,bc in the end friends aren't always going to be there
Give more hugs
Be more open minded
Go into a candy coma
Dance more stress less
Learn new cheesy one liners
Drink less , laugh more
Try my hardest in school
Take care of my body more and watch my food intake
Take more baths with people.. sharing is caring haha
Find a good job
Try new looks
Be fearless
Get a new phone that isn't a piece of shit
Get a new purse that can hold a dead body if need be
Try and teach my old dog new tricks
Learn to whistle
Take charge more
Be seen and heard , but not overly seen and not too loud
Grow a bigger butt
Try to build my memory
Smile more at random strangers
Not to give up , EVER!
Be honest more , even if it does mean it could hurt someones feeling .. not being mean and blunt , just honest
Investigate
i'll think of more later
But did i tell u i got my blood work done , just waiting on results! Hopefully they figure out whats wrong with me !!!
Okay well until next year .. xoxxoxox
And Happy fucking New Year

How was your xmas ?
Mine was fair .. got some pretty sweet gifts and some return gifts haha
Rule that should be made, if you don't know someones style ,don't buy clothes haha , i felt like ralphie from a xmas story when he got the bunny suit... it was almost as bad ! ahaha
I got a promise ring from my kinda bf .. not sure what it truly means , but it looks like an engagement ring.. hmm
Also What is everyone doing for new years ?
I want something fun , since last year I fell and was lame , but im afraid its gonna be pretty lame once again .. no one wants to let me know if they want to do anything bahh
Anywho,
I've decided to take down my newest set in review, i'm gonna be honest and it might start shit , but i am extremely disappointed in that set! It was over photoshopped and the pics were not what I wanted...
You live you learn i suppose...
But yeah .. Here are my plans for this up coming year:
Visit my friend in Mass
Get the tat I've been wanting
Get new dermals
Try and get more motivated
Actually work out
Go on a trip
Go to Kalahri
Save money
Learn pole tricks once again
spend more time with family ,bc in the end friends aren't always going to be there
Give more hugs
Be more open minded
Go into a candy coma
Dance more stress less
Learn new cheesy one liners
Drink less , laugh more
Try my hardest in school
Take care of my body more and watch my food intake
Take more baths with people.. sharing is caring haha
Find a good job
Try new looks
Be fearless
Get a new phone that isn't a piece of shit
Get a new purse that can hold a dead body if need be
Try and teach my old dog new tricks
Learn to whistle
Take charge more
Be seen and heard , but not overly seen and not too loud
Grow a bigger butt
Try to build my memory
Smile more at random strangers
Not to give up , EVER!
Be honest more , even if it does mean it could hurt someones feeling .. not being mean and blunt , just honest
Investigate
i'll think of more later
But did i tell u i got my blood work done , just waiting on results! Hopefully they figure out whats wrong with me !!!
Okay well until next year .. xoxxoxox
And Happy fucking New Year












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tony969:
i totally know what you mean when you say "attraction yet unattraction". currently im feeling a deep unattraction towards her, but i still want to know that shes doing alright and is making somewhat right decisions in life. the way i see it, all relationships whether friendships or what not are investments. sometimes it is an investment that you may not expect a return from because the return isnt really important. however, it is always nice to see that your investment doesnt plummet after you leave it alone. i currently see years of hard work and time going down the drain. its quite sobering seeing people you think you know, doing things that you don't expect them to. this is probably why i'm sad.
grumpyoldbastard:
hi, heres hoping you acomplish all you go for, and just so you know, YOU ARE GORGEOUS 
