laiden

How was everyone's St Patty's day?
You better have celebrated , no lame excuses...everyone is Irish on St Patty's day !

Mine was amazing!!!! I have never stayed awake and not get black out drunk b4 ... I love that i was drunk but not overly , and was awake from 10:30am - 4:30am
I made it thur and it was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much fun!!!!!!!
WEnt to the parade downtown and got called lady gaga all day... my friends and I rode a mechanical bull and hot damn was i sore from it the next day , so worth it tho !!!!!!

Well my lil love kittens I have some pictures














I like humping ppl








me trying to hit the guy who kept smacking my ass


me harassing some poor soul

THis was my Great St Patty"s day adventure ...


on another not I have something to ask everyone , and I really wanna hear your opinions ...I feel like i may be wrong ...

So I'm very against my friends dating my ex's or guy's i've been with ... it just really bothers me , I guess cuz i'm super territorial, but it's just how I feel. In the past alot of my friends have slept with my ex's and so forth and have really hurt me , betrayed my trust and disrespected me . If you know someone is hurt by something you are doing and you truly care for this person , do u still continue to do what you are doing ????
I wouldn't i respect people(my friends family etc ) too much , even if we aren't friends anymore I can't fathom doing anything with someone they have been with.

Well My friend Natalie had been seeing my ex Kris , I told her how it effected me and how I hated that ( she already knew b4 I told her i was opposed to it), she even tried doing it behind my back and lying about the situation to me .
WEll she continued and it created a lot of drama in our friendship , we didn't talk for a while bc of it !
When we finally started talking again , it wasn't the same, we were still friends just not as close.
St Patty's day she texted me saying she really had to talk to me and it was really important. She said it was killing her to hold back to me. I said what ?
She kept implying how she didn't drink anymore (she used to be a big drinker)
And that she was similar to my friend Holly (holly is prego )
I texted back ur pregnant with Kris' baby!
She said yes and apologized and said she never ment for this to happen.
She said she needs me , she hated lying to me bout this , and that she's 11 weeks .
And she kept saying how she needs me and needs someone to talk to and how Kris doesn't care , he's too busy partying and she's all alone!!!!

Alot of natalie's friends moved and Natalie cant drive bc of DUI's , she lives an hr and a half from me.

Now here's the thing ... I feel like she had it coming , like i don't feel bad for her ! And I know that's horrible of me but that's how i feel ... like karma, like she wasn't careful and this is what comes of it ...
I in some sense feel like I shouldn't be friends with her , bc she lied to me and hurt me !!!!!!!! She knew staying with him upset me greatly yet she continued.
I also feel liek she only "needs" me bc no oneelse is there and she's scared!
I understand everything I truly do ,but my emotions can't help but drive me away from her. I know I shouldn't abandon her at this time of need , but does she truly deserve my friendship ?

Am I wrong to feel this way ?
Is this wrong to deny her support?
What would you guys do in this situation ?
I'm just so lost with this
I feel like I should just back away until I'm ready to get over all this and deal with this as good friend....
Any advise? I could sure use it

Thanks for reading this long thing if you did I greatly appreciate it
until then
xoxo
Laiden