I just found out that my best friend just killed herself, she shot herself in the head. She went by the name of sarah19 on this website, so if anyone new her I thought you might want to know. I've never had anyone thats close to me die before and I really don't know how to deal with this.
We both used to talk about how we wanted to kill ourselves. And there were many reasons why at certain times in both our lives that we felt that way, but one of those reasons was that we wanted to make every one feel as much pain as we were in, and to make everyone that hurt us feel guilty. But we both talked about how we were to scared to actually go through with it.
I'm still in shock, and wish I could tell her how much she meant to me. She was an amazing person, and I love her so much. I want her to come back.
We both used to talk about how we wanted to kill ourselves. And there were many reasons why at certain times in both our lives that we felt that way, but one of those reasons was that we wanted to make every one feel as much pain as we were in, and to make everyone that hurt us feel guilty. But we both talked about how we were to scared to actually go through with it.
I'm still in shock, and wish I could tell her how much she meant to me. She was an amazing person, and I love her so much. I want her to come back.
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9monty:
I hope you're handling this okay and that you have some good friends near during such a trying time. For what it's worth, I'm sorry...but please don't consider doing anything similar. You've always got caring friends this close...even if they are strangers at first. All my best...
scumbag:
hey its me lilys friend in ny you know the faggot im sorry about your friend i just lost my dog when my house burned down in january and i still dont know how to deal with it she was my baby well feel better stay sane heh