my head has been clouded this week i feel as if i have lost part of who i am.
i have no motivation and feel as if the future is not real...i need to shake this and get back in the right state of mind
i just feel rather out of touch. ...
Aw i am also in these crazy state of mind once in a while.
I reckon the economic recession with all its negative influences and circumstances is partially one of the cause as well. Its gettin harder and harder to chase your own dreams and goal.
everything just seems so be hard to gain. Not to talk to all those people, friends, beloved ones who are unemployed.
Because of this uncertain future we are continuasly looking for the right answers and we are living a continous anxious feeling which is pretty often a heavy weights on our shoulders.
i feel that in the last year or two i have changed who i am a lot in terms of what i think and how i see things. i have definitely become more open minded but at the base i think i am still the same in a lot of ways.. if that makes any sense at all...
so my head is a bit more clear this afternoon and i hope it continues to clear up it has rather scared me. that was not a smart thing to do this weekend and def the last time i will ever try it. now i just need to get back to normal finish ups these classes and decide if i am going to take anymore... Read More
My head is still a bit twisted from friday night! My friend introduced me to the group Shpongle! whom are pretty rad! hopefully i'll go get groceries today and be able to just chill the rest of the weekend..
i am finally returning to Spain from Africa after being stuck there for a week and a half, could have been worse but it also could have been a lot better!!!! man i am glad to be out of that place! had wild night in italy i will def be happy to get home and rest.