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Nope. Fuck life. Fuck hope. Fuck happiness. It's not gonna happen smile Soooooo much for trying to have a family. Left here pregnant, and with no one.
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xxsullen_girlxx:
Ya know I feel your pain I am pregnant too and I am seperated from the father and we are getting divorced after he is bornblackeyed
ghost429:
I am so sorry to hear this girl. I have been caught up in family shit and I took in a pregnant 27 year old female friend in hte same fix. We are haveing a spat right now cause I run off the lazy punk that knocked her up. Been there thinking there is not hope myself more times than I recall Anyway sorry I have not been keeping up with shit. My spring garden is about to come to life as does hope. When Earth's last picture is painted, and the tubes are twisted and dried, When the oldest colours have faded, and the youngest critic has died, We shall rest, and, faith, we shall needi it- lie down for an aeon or two, Till the Master of all Good Workmen shall set us to work anew! And those that were good shall be happy: they shall sit in a golden chair; They shall splash at a ten-league canvas with brushes of comets' hair; They shall find real saints to draw from--Magdalene, Peter, and Paul, They shall work for an age at a sitting and never be tired at all! And only the Master shall praise us, and only the Master shall blame; And no one shall work for money, and no one shall work for fame; But each for the joy of the working, and each in their separate star, Shall draw the thing as they see it for the GOD of Things as They Are. I was comforted by this verse hope U do 2 .biggrin
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So... It's been almost three months since he's been gone. And guess what I'm getting married!! lol
First time in my life and hopefully the last.. I always get on here to tell good news, Don't I?
Well I hope all is well with everyone.
Peace kiss
nikonphoto80:
Im really happy for you, Im glad things are going so well in your life, I hope he makes you happy for the rest of your life.
obliviousfocus:
woo hoo to marriage.
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So, I have a boyfriend. And he is leaving to go off to War.
No Thanksgiving, No Christmas, No New Years, No Valentines Day, No 4th of July, No birthdays.

I've known him for 8 years, and we've been dating on and off for 2 1/2.
nikonphoto80:
Wow, I'm so sorry, that just isn't right, I will pray that he is safe, when will we end this war, when will we end this lost cause.
dave_h:
I've been separated from my girlfriend for most of the last 2 1/2 years, with a whole continent and sometimes the whole planet between us. It can be done, if you work hard at it, keep yourself busy, and think about the long-term.

I told her when I went to Iraq that if she ever feels the need to feel sorry for herself, or for me, she should drag her ass down to a veteran's hospital or a homeless shelter or something like that, because I knew--and I'm sure your guy knows too--that there are a lot people in this world who have it worse than the soldiers in Iraq. Find spouses of the fallen, or families of the injured and help them, show them that they haven't been forgotten.

As for the holidays, find some way to make them even more meaningful than if he was home. Use that time to make life better for someone else. And when he is back, those holidays may mean more than they ever did before.
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Well, I'm not pregnant anymore... but it's for a good reason I guess. I got enough on my hands as of now. I lost it when I wasn't very far along.. I just havent had the time to update. This is my second longest job I've had besides my first one, but if I'm there for a couple more weeks, I'll have it beat. Still...
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punknitemike:
bummer to hear about your pregnancy! im around if you ever need to talk!
ghost429:
Hang in there lady. What is your job? I am in the middle of year 10 as a welder and year 2 of being the suppervisor on nite shift. I hope that you have a great X-mas and new year. I hope that evryhting works out for you and the drama isn't too intense.
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guess what...........


Here comes another one blush smile
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ghost429:
Hang in there lady. Things will work out, let me know if there is anything I can do, I have a shoulderor an ear if that can help love
missdisfigured:
it takes a lot of time. for sure

no fun, no money. ever again. tongue
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It has been two months since I spoke to you fine people..... I get on and realize how much I miss you all.... But it gets worse. I shall be moving very soon, and can't afford to keep my internet going, or house phone for that matter. Can you get on these kinds of sites at the library?? Things have been hectic as usual, but...
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nikonphoto80:
This is Miss Kris, the girl from my journal, please remember to send her good thought, and pray to whatever god it is you pray to.







ghost429:
I wish I was close I take Gywn's kids about once a month to give her some time alone or alone with her boyfriend. Hell I am so well trained I even do diapers. I hope you can get on at the libary. If you get this send me your address and I will send you some wild plum jelly I made. Hope things get better kiss
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So, this is how my last few days have went.
On the god awful 06/06/06, my car decides to start making this god awful noise and shakin real bad, not to mention it already leaks a shit ton of oil, then it breaks down in the left turn lane on 41.... So I officially have no transportation. I fell down the stairs, the entire left...
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veina:
Hey you!! Update!! How are you? How is the baby?
nikonphoto80:
i got a new pet, you should go look at photos of him.
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We're all gonna die...


Remember all the tornados in 2004?

Remember how hot is was in 2005?

All the hurricanes last year...


www.climatecrisis.net
www.stopglobalwarming.org



We've betrayed our planet.

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sinfuldiva23:
chill.
if that was the case we'd also be living like the jetsons by now.
and have robot maids.
pfft.
lol.
kiss
modvayne:
We all have to die sometime. I just hope to go out with a smile on my face wink It was great seeing you tonight as well. It seems like forever since you've been out with us. lol
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The things that I want:

to be able to pay all my bills off
time
a car that doesnt leak, makes weird noises, and everything works right
look good naked...
a man that really loves me, and I love him

And there are alot of other things like a great job where I don't work 7 days a week, a house, new clothes, tattoos and...
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nikonphoto80:
i want all the same things except for the man, Im sure you look good naked

I just now got internet back, sorry if I missed anything important this week.
hloupy74:
this link

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