Just took an e out of sheer boredom, let's see what happens. I've lost five kilos in three weeks from taking this betahistine stuff, if anyone has weight issues I seriously suggest they try it. If i can get down to my goal weight my life will be pretty good - i've got some awesome friends, it's just coming into summer which means days at...
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lightandshade:
Mandy, I'd worship you ANYDAY 
ladymayhem:
<3
Going to attempt to do the longest blog in history.
So let's get started...
I DO NOT BELIEVE IN SEXUAL FIDELITY.
Shit gets boring after two years, theres only so many different ways to explore one person, you want other people its natural. Doesnt mean you dont love the person. That you havent cherished every moment of being with them and that the anticipation of...
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So let's get started...
I DO NOT BELIEVE IN SEXUAL FIDELITY.
Shit gets boring after two years, theres only so many different ways to explore one person, you want other people its natural. Doesnt mean you dont love the person. That you havent cherished every moment of being with them and that the anticipation of...
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hodssorrow:
I have never been in a relationship long enough for it to come up but I have been on the other side as the person someone took the time away for and I admit that I was jealous of her partner. I think all you can really do is accept that you are going to be jealous and it makes it a little easier to deal with. If we didn't have those feelings it would probably mean we didn't really care about the person anyway.
floyd:
yeah weed!
Doing better.
Lonely though, wondering if i'll ever actually meet someone I get along with ever again. Guys that i've met lately don't seem to understand me at all - literally - the words I use aren't within their vocabulary. Certainly do not appreciate dry humour or talking about anything of interest - in my eyes at least. Fuck it I give UP!
I used...
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Lonely though, wondering if i'll ever actually meet someone I get along with ever again. Guys that i've met lately don't seem to understand me at all - literally - the words I use aren't within their vocabulary. Certainly do not appreciate dry humour or talking about anything of interest - in my eyes at least. Fuck it I give UP!
I used...
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sbmick:
I'd love the dry humor, vocabulary and intelligence.
Too a degree you would struggle to comprehend
Too a degree you would struggle to comprehend
charbo:
aww 
*cuddle*
*cuddle*Is it sad that I simply offer sex freely to guys now because i've completely given up on anyone liking my personality and wanting to date me, and i still need the pretence of having a man in my life? The sex is good but it doesn't mean I don't want more. It's just the sex is all I can get. That's the only thing...
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nickstone:
Oh i hear you so well. I even dont offer sex anymore... No love, no sex...
milkofamnesia:
Don't sell yourself short, Miranda! You're beautiful!
She hadda walk with a silicone cock
Sticking in her ass, and one in her C U N T
A butterfly strapped tight to her clit
But who's got the remote control?
That would belong to LOUUI-EEESE
She's got a new pet, a real vaginal tease
Mommy's little girl is gonna do as she please
If she don't wanna get a spanking
She likes to...
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Sticking in her ass, and one in her C U N T
A butterfly strapped tight to her clit
But who's got the remote control?
That would belong to LOUUI-EEESE
She's got a new pet, a real vaginal tease
Mommy's little girl is gonna do as she please
If she don't wanna get a spanking
She likes to...
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djlarose:
haha I love that song 
ladymayhem:
Anyone ever done a Louise set? If not I think I might have to for the sake of art. Ha.
Ok.
New and happier blog. Although i've relapsed with my M.E, and if you read my blog i really would appreciate you looking it up, it's hard having an invisible disease which has taken your hopes and dreams and having no one understand. Anyway, despite that I believe i've made some in roads into what i hope will be the start of not a new...
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New and happier blog. Although i've relapsed with my M.E, and if you read my blog i really would appreciate you looking it up, it's hard having an invisible disease which has taken your hopes and dreams and having no one understand. Anyway, despite that I believe i've made some in roads into what i hope will be the start of not a new...
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english_dave:
Get an IPAD!
floyd:
Glad you are finding joy in the little things in life again. I hope things keep getting better for you!
Ok so it's about time for a new rant, I keep looking at that old one and getting annoyed because it's so out of date. I've been getting drunk and/or stoned way too much recently and making an arse out of myself.. but yet I haven't been laid all year and i'm starting to worry whether my weight has just reached the point where men...
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brave1:
sending good thoughts your way.
floyd:
I think you have a lot more going for you than you give yourself credit for.
Instead of focusing on what you can't control, focus more on what you can control. Focus more on your writing, sketching and guitar and perhaps you will find more inner happiness? Once you can make yourself happy, that shines through and people will be attracted to your happiness and confidence. Good luck!
Instead of focusing on what you can't control, focus more on what you can control. Focus more on your writing, sketching and guitar and perhaps you will find more inner happiness? Once you can make yourself happy, that shines through and people will be attracted to your happiness and confidence. Good luck!
First things first i'm still clean. Well, I have weed every now and then but that has been because of the immense stress i've been facing after being kicked out of our flat. Well, I left voluntarily but otherwise I would have had a black mark on my name. My flatmate was the one who fucked it up; coming home drunk and 3am and screaming...
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hodssorrow:
Good work conquering an addiction is fricking hard its one of the reason why I refuse any drug treatments. There's no harm in a little weed every now and then, I don't know if I could survive an entire semester of uni if I didn't have some occasionally.
beez_kneez:
gardening with native plants is awesome.
Still going strong.
Got a lot to do this week - moving into a new flat with a very good friend. We click like mad and though we've known 'of ' each other since we were 11 we've only in recent months begun talking and realising how much we have in common and how well we get along. He's gay so it's not like there'll...
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Got a lot to do this week - moving into a new flat with a very good friend. We click like mad and though we've known 'of ' each other since we were 11 we've only in recent months begun talking and realising how much we have in common and how well we get along. He's gay so it's not like there'll...
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lightandshade:
Awesome. I am SOOOOOO proud of you Mandy. Unbelievably proud. Sobriety suits you. Being able to control your drinking suits you. I think it would be awesome if we could be in chat together again... but you are never in there on the rare occasions I wander in there... and if you are going into V and E, I was banned from there for god only knows what reason, as I was not told why and Skullgrid saw fit to block me so I can't even send him a message to ask him as the group's moderator. Awesome, eh?
Keep up the hard work!
Love ya babe!
Gary
Keep up the hard work!
Love ya babe!
Gary
floyd:
sorry to hear about the issues! i hope your move went well and life is good! i like the old school bathing suit!
So.
I'm clean.
Well i'm still on a maintenance dose of suboxone (a drug which helps with withdrawals) and am still lowering my clonazepam but it's progress and eventually i'll be completely clear of everything.
I met some wonderful people in detox, I miss them terribly, it was so awesome to have the companionship especially when they're people on the same wavelength who aren't hiding...
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I'm clean.
Well i'm still on a maintenance dose of suboxone (a drug which helps with withdrawals) and am still lowering my clonazepam but it's progress and eventually i'll be completely clear of everything.
I met some wonderful people in detox, I miss them terribly, it was so awesome to have the companionship especially when they're people on the same wavelength who aren't hiding...
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english_dave:
Looking good MP.
I am pleased for ya!
Looking good MP.
I am pleased for ya!
veehaitch:
Miranda thats awesome!! You never really looked bad, cant wait to see ya back all happy