So I think I just had the best week ever. Motley Crue was fucking incredible. And thankfully I happened to be next to someone with weed. (Total coincidence, I didn't just walk towards where I saw smoke....
) So home is going to be a bit dull in comparison but I think I'm gonna have to spice things up a bit there and hopefully it'll...
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only1doc:
Sounds like a blast.
user0822221411:
i can't believe you saw motley crue.....i'm totally judging you right now 
Who's in San Fran? Need someone who wants a free ticket to Motley Crue NOWWW!!!
hansoloai:
How has you trip been?
sbmick:
Just go, you'll have fun and find some people to party with
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hansoloai:
The weather looks amazing compared to AKL, Its sunny today but cold as hell, I doubt it will last long...
ladymayhem:
Yay! SHAME AUCKLAND!
O.K! So who wants to hang while I'm in San Francisco from the 7th to the 17th? 
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kandykorn:
I DO!!!! ...... sadface ...... <3
sbmick:
You already know you're seeing me for sure...WIN
It's weird when you can actually feel yourself changing into a different person. More adult person. So so far I have succeeded in moving out of my flat, deleting suppliers numbers and dealing with multiple calls and texts asking me to get high with a firm no.
Early early days.
So much happier.
Changing, hoping enough, feels enough, is enough unless I regress, what causes...
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Early early days.
So much happier.
Changing, hoping enough, feels enough, is enough unless I regress, what causes...
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psyko514:
Keep it up and stay strong!
conqueringking:
Stay strong. Taking control of your live is a very difficult thing and I'm glad that you are suceeding.
Have rung CADS and told 'em i'm having some problems. I think they'll hook me up with a good drugs counselor. I want this shit to stop! So i'm going to try my hardest. Will have to move out of my flat as my dealer lives next door. I'll update in two weeks and see how I am.
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billyus52:
I hope you get through this.
floyd:
Stay strong and positive!
I'm struggling with my seemingly compulsive obsession to keep taking things in order to escape my reality. And my reality isn't even bad, when i've been sober for a few weeks i feel brilliant - but I also feel as if i'm on a tight rope and i'm going to fall off at some stage so why not now? And then I just want to...
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sbmick:
Come chat, Psw ROOM.
I knew you'd get a bunch of comments... <3
I knew you'd get a bunch of comments... <3
curioustomcat:
Do that set!
Ok - I am signing up for some classes at CADS (Community Alcohol and Drug Services). I relapsed again. Pointless to say anymore really, it's all been said before, all the bullshit that's come out of my mouth about sobriety when every time I just fall right back in. There's not really anything else in my life.
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pedronz:
Sounds like a class that I could benefit from... I like to drink, but my limits are all out of step
I wish I had more control over what I ingest... and the amount of time it takes me to ingest (which I think is the main problem!)
We sound like we have something in common here.
I wish I had more control over what I ingest... and the amount of time it takes me to ingest (which I think is the main problem!)
We sound like we have something in common here.
ladymayhem:
It's quite easy to set up guidelines about drinking, but usually you don't actually want to follow them, you want to get fucked up. If you only allow yourself a drink every half hour and then water inbetween... I've done it a couple of times, once in Ponsonby on a Friday night and it was easy enough - the only problem was that I couldn't seem to communicate with anyone because they were smashed. And I wasn't. I wish I knew of more social events which included other things than drinking... I can never find drunk people who can also have rational conversations. Perhaps that's an oxymoron. I don't know, maybe we should discuss this dillemma over several beers, haha.
I'm still going strong and LORD do I feel better. Much happier, less brain fog.. Of course the ten days in Raro I didn't have much chance to be tempted but it's been... 3 and a half weeks? Not that long but considering I was having something every week basically all of last year it's not too bad. Gonna keep on keep on keeping on...
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tlm_:
Umm, yes ... please.
sbmick:
Looking great still babe 
Been clean for a week and a half - not that long but i've made a pretty adamant decision that I don't plan on going back on. If I did the guilt I would feel would not be worth it and I know that. SO... New Year and it's going to be a sober one. Well, little bit of alcohol and perhaps weed but that'll...
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redrufus4u:
Good luck with clean slate! Three years here. Best three years of my life!
knives2meatyou:
Hello. I have had an interest in Rarotonga for awhile - looking forward to seeing your pictures! I hope you're doing well and staying clean (or as clean as works best for you). Very nice to meet you. I have developed somewhat of a fixation on NZ lately and have been thinking about Wellington. Perhaps you can give me your point of view on what the city is like and what are your favorite places in NZ. Thanks!