Thursday Feb 10, 2011

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Ok - I am signing up for some classes at CADS (Community Alcohol and Drug Services). I relapsed again. Pointless to say anymore really, it's all been said before, all the bullshit that's come out of my mouth about sobriety when every time I just fall right back in. There's not really anything else in my life.

So i'll write when i've been to a CADS meeting, I have a case manager so I can just go in and let everything out, hopefully he can help me.

I need friends to help me right now but I am too ashamed to admit what i've gotten myself into. Also if I'm honest I don't want it to be an impediment for it to keep happening.

I'm a liar, theif, a weak willed person with no discipline.




Time to get some help..
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pedronz:
Sounds like a class that I could benefit from... I like to drink, but my limits are all out of step

I wish I had more control over what I ingest... and the amount of time it takes me to ingest (which I think is the main problem!)

We sound like we have something in common here. shocked
ladymayhem:
It's quite easy to set up guidelines about drinking, but usually you don't actually want to follow them, you want to get fucked up. If you only allow yourself a drink every half hour and then water inbetween... I've done it a couple of times, once in Ponsonby on a Friday night and it was easy enough - the only problem was that I couldn't seem to communicate with anyone because they were smashed. And I wasn't. I wish I knew of more social events which included other things than drinking... I can never find drunk people who can also have rational conversations. Perhaps that's an oxymoron. I don't know, maybe we should discuss this dillemma over several beers, haha.

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