Ok so update. I went into the detox clinic expecting to be admitted however they said they really only admit people who don't have a safe place to detox, which i do. They're going to give me a drug called suboxone which is meant to lessen the withdrawal symptoms and also quicken the time the withdrawal takes. I saw them on Monday, they were meant to call Tuesday, it's Wednesday. I've had to keep taking the codeine, they actually advised it... So i'm taking it when i don't even want to and everything is just at a standstill when i'm so eager to be making progress. I'm so annoyed at the detox people. Tomorrow i'm going to call as many times as it takes to get some information. I called today but could only leave a message and they never got back to me. Oh lord i just want to be clean so bad HURRY UP!
Anyway i'm glad i'm looking forward to being clean so much and i think i can really do this and be strong and wind up healthy. I can't wait for a semi-normal life and to be able to FEEL things and be MYSELF. I no longer hate who i am.. i can't wait to start enjoying who i am.
Anyway i'm glad i'm looking forward to being clean so much and i think i can really do this and be strong and wind up healthy. I can't wait for a semi-normal life and to be able to FEEL things and be MYSELF. I no longer hate who i am.. i can't wait to start enjoying who i am.
bearnked:
enjoying who you are is a very good thing! Good luck to ya! Chat's always here to try an help ya and give ya lots of support!!! <33333
the_deacon:
good luck with getting clean. i just went through a long process with a recent girlfriend. we are no longer together and she continues to have relapses. It is hard. So Good luck and think positive.