I feel completely isolated from everyone on earth. I wish I had someone to talk to about things, it helps somewhat but i never feel any sort of connectedness like i used to. It's been years and i havent been able to form any new relationships of any worth. I haven't done anything of any worth actually. I want this to end, this nothingness. Also this just sea that i'm drowning in with corpses all around. Feels like that or something close.
the_deacon:
Chin up...I have had meaningless relationships for some time now myself. Now I am working on ME being happy...it is a long working process. once i do this, maybe i can be confident enough to share that with someone else. I can honestly say i know how you feel