Thanks for the pick up guys. I just decided to say fuck it, I am in the situation now, so I just need to let things happen and be happy and fix what I can later.
I still hate that my mom has to pay for the entire wedding, but I vow to one day pay her back, even if only in sneaky huge mothers day extravaganzas so she can't say no.![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Everything will turn out for the best and I get to marry the man I love, so I shouldn't sweat the small details.
I still hate that my mom has to pay for the entire wedding, but I vow to one day pay her back, even if only in sneaky huge mothers day extravaganzas so she can't say no.
![smile](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/smile.0d0a8d99a741.gif)
Everything will turn out for the best and I get to marry the man I love, so I shouldn't sweat the small details.