So, I talked stuff over with my mother and showed how we could accomplish all the decor on a really small budget, so now I get to have the candlelit ceremony I always wanted. I wish with all my heart that she wouldn't have to pay for all of this alone. She made an agreement with me, that she would pay for half, if my dad paid for the other, and the fucking deadbeat he is, he has only sent $50, and I can't even begin to list how much she has spent already.
I feel so utterly horrible that all this has to fall on her. For the last 22 years of birthday's, graduation, holidays, for both my brother and I, she has paid for everything, while my father lives five hours away with his wife, and her son and their fucking foster kids and doesn't do jack shit, nor has he ever even pretended to want to.
I haven't even seen him in person for over 2 and a half years.
The other day when we were talking all she said that she wanted was someone who would want to take care of her. It broke my heart, I wish with all my might I could take care of her. I feel utterly horrible.
My dad needs to step up his shit. I feel another 3 years of no contact coming on fast.
I feel so utterly horrible that all this has to fall on her. For the last 22 years of birthday's, graduation, holidays, for both my brother and I, she has paid for everything, while my father lives five hours away with his wife, and her son and their fucking foster kids and doesn't do jack shit, nor has he ever even pretended to want to.
I haven't even seen him in person for over 2 and a half years.
The other day when we were talking all she said that she wanted was someone who would want to take care of her. It broke my heart, I wish with all my might I could take care of her. I feel utterly horrible.
My dad needs to step up his shit. I feel another 3 years of no contact coming on fast.
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heartbaker:
It's his loss
user209834982:
You shouldn't feel horrible for something that's not your fault.