ladydeath

I have realized my problem. I now know why I've been on the edge so much lately. I've been letting all this Bullshit in my life effect me and sink in. When I use to let shit bounce off me like I was invinceable. I went soft and started letting every fucking thing bug me and sink into my skin. I lost my cold heart which I use to be proud of. I started careing for things I never cared about. I started letting caetain people get close to me. Which caused me to grow soft and warm hearted. Some where during all this I lost the sense of who I truely am and who I have always been. A cold hearted Vampire deom the depths of hell. Whpo smiled at the cause of evil. Not evil in the sense you know it but I smiled when a serial rapeist got his head chopped off for rapeing a little girl. I smiled when a murderer got shot. It's the lesser of two evils. I laughed at the guy who breaks into a house and get's shot up. I have my friend Paul to thank for reminding me that I am that evil pale Bitch LadyDeath. No longer will I let typical event's of a day effect me. Cause I am for always LadyDeath.

On another note I wont be back on for a few days. I leave bright and early tomorrow morning for my new home on the east coast in Hickville,USA. I have an early flight. I wont be trackin across the USA in my moveing van cause my father and brother thought it was to dangerous. So they flew out this morning and are driving the moveing van across country while Me and megan get to fly. Ah it's all good I guess.


That sort of counterdict's my previous evil thing but fuck it.

Ok so Leave me some happy thoughts while I'm gone moveing.